Thursday, September 29, 2005

language papers back today.
all i could say was
DISAPPOINTED
DEMORALISED.
i saw something likethat coming.
but i thought it would be slightly better.
cos i thought i took alot of effort to mug real hard for them.
ALRIGHT. yes. who didnt mug. EVERYONE DID.
but i just..
okay.
nevermind.
thinking about it again makes me feel like ka-chiang-pu-teh!
all MIXED up.

dinner made me feel better.
at least a little.
but its more of supper.
and i feel FULL OF CRAP and HIGH now.

more to come tmr all the way to thursday.
what more will i see.
IM BLIND. IM LOST.
I DUNNO.

i want to see stars :(

10:48 PM

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

two days of JC talks from 6 JCs.
tmr shall be the start of DOOM till next thursday.
papers will be returned.
and i DON'T WANT IT.
urgh!

this feeling is so getting
scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary scary..

i cant STAND it anymore!
its like i dont even think i can make it to the worst JC?
okay.
what can be worst than CUTTING ROADSIDE GRASSES?
hurr!

11:05 PM

Monday, September 26, 2005

i declare PRELIM'S FINALLY OVER!
hahahahaha!
-squeals-

last paper today which marks the end.
but although its over, i still have have no life till 3rd.
cos i have alot of packing to do.
so i went home straight after prelim ended.
but i lazed.
HA!
and i slept all the way from 1130 to 7!
i need to REPLENISH!
haha!

anyway,
JC talks tmr.
but its like can we even make it man.
haha.
the most we can only go cut grass along the roadside i guess.
hmmmmm..
and tht's for school for the next few days.

by the way,
we are going to be sad kids.
cos, we wont be having our class.
we belong no where now.
haha!
cos we were thought to be noisy.
while the other levels are having their eoy.
COOL or UNCOOL?
haha!

10:38 PM

Sunday, September 25, 2005

okay.
its going to rain soon.
and the huge bloody wind is blowing all my printed papers away.
rahh!

last paper tmr.
all the way!
:D

8:37 PM

Friday, September 23, 2005

am at the new house now.
rotting in the room while the whole house's filled with all the drillings.
and oh!
the house's floor tiles bursted up this morning.
but everyone were in the room. where it's wooden. so our feets were safe.
but the bursting up was like SO COOL!
haha.
but my parents now seem to be even more troubled?
they've gone to choose tiles and im here with the contractors to look at them work.
like YEA.

i believed retribution repels back doubly as what one has done or said.
so i believe one day, you'll fall down the way humpty dumpty fell from the wall;
into million broken pieces,
beyond recognition.
till then you'd noe all tht you're doing and plotting up wouldnt work nor last.
it just shows the worthless, desrarate, hypocritical and patheticness.
the only way to cover up the broken shattered pieces,
was to lie.
i don't mind.
it just shows the more of you.
just like;
a zebra doesnt have to go all out to prove it has stripes.
everything would be obvious the moment the leapord steps out.
the difference is there.
stripes or spots.
facts are there.
it cant be denied even till the very end.

IM BORED!

12:21 PM

Thursday, September 22, 2005

physics paper today.
which marks the END of the week.
we have NO school tmr :)
and i can sleep all the way!
yeay!
my legs ache from the continuous walking in IMM since 2 plus all the way to 9!
rahhhh!

anw,
one more paper left on monday.
and prelim will be officially over.
and i can finally rest a lil.
cos its like continuous tests and tests since term three.
with all the common tests, mocks EVERYDAY and without rest, PRELIMS.
like thanks.
we were merely just writing machines.



i closed my eyes;
settled for some rest.
but all my mind could think of was youu.
if missing youu is guilty,
SHOOT me please!

11:21 PM

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

two more papers to go.
tmr physics and monday emath paper one.
and prelim's going to be over as soon as a blink of eye just like how did it even arrive.
then i'll be busy packing my stuff and prepare to SHIFT.

a little feverish.
spinning head this morning.
had difficulty doing emath paper two.
screwed it.
but i've screwed them all too.
so it makes not much difference.
although it adds up to ALOT of difference.
RAHH!

i smell disappointment.
i smell a tedious life ahead.

6:52 PM

Monday, September 19, 2005

i turned my back
and you're messing around.
unscrupulous.

im no fool.

8:22 PM

Sunday, September 18, 2005

she thought she was that powerful
THT influential
she thought she was that innocent
THT simple
she thought seh was that strong
THT steady
but ohhh baby..
she is not;
she is not.

pretencious is not the way.
gaining sympathy is neither as well.
ohhhh...
it will be known someday;
it will be.

im not oblivious.

10:16 PM

Friday, September 16, 2005

its like a one way street now.
all we have to do is simply,
walk walk WALK it down.
no chance of turning back;
no way of stopping for a moment to rest.
there ain't anytime there to waste.


another week of prelim's over.
and the papers are screw screw.
its different from tys i must scream CHEATER.
yes.
so dead.
i don't want anything further to come.
SIGH.

next week's another week of prelim.
monday no school.
tuesday chem practical.
wednesday emath paper two.
thursday physics paper one and two.
friday nothing.
the following monday again's the last paper. emath paper one.
and soon,
all the jc talks will begin.
like talk talk talk...
HURR.
i'll end up cutting grass la.
BLEAH!

but anyway,
i just wanna say,
thanks huahui for the motivation card?
its really very SWEET and CUTE :)
<3

6:48 PM

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

if initially the tree had treasured its leaves,
it wouldnt had allowed the wind to blow them away.

10:21 PM

Sunday, September 11, 2005

hush baby please don't cry.
i'll always be right here;
right by your side.

alright.
prelim week.
and others are starting their eoy soon too.
all the way :)

9:31 PM

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

+ it was a dream +

esplanade studying today.
quite productive.
and it was really SUPER quiet compared to amk and sengkang library tht we've went a few times to.
its like the slightest noise can actually be SUPER loud and hilarious.
kept laughing whenever people got magazines or smth to read, the moment they sit on the sofa, tht sound produced. HAHA.
anyway, then went to candy empire.
bought candies to for myself and some for motivation.
but the things are getting lesser i think?
tht's what i felt.
cos the candies and chocolates are kind of repeated around the shop.
but i was still, SUPER engrossed with tht SUPER HUGE LOLIPOP stuck at the top of the sign of the candy mix.
it was like just there, stuck there in the air, so HUGE.
as usual, i said then, " whoever tht buy it for me i'll marry em. "
now i'll change to " WHOEVER THT DUNWANT TO MARRY ME SHALL BUY FOR ME. "
haha! i think it will be more appealing this way. haha! okay.
im crapping again.
teee.
:)

9:42 PM

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

rubbish la. haha :D

esplanade study tmr :)

8:05 PM

Monday, September 05, 2005

+ im me +

came online just for the fun.
cos i dunno what to do besides studying.
and i just want to blog something before the cranky computer hangs on me again.
haha (:

9:12 PM

Friday, September 02, 2005

+ in the mids of my boos +

gotten ppr today.
i did slightly better but it still sucks like shit.
hate it when i tried my best and it still turns out like this.
its like one moment you get many motivation to work harder but these results pull you back.
okay.
im very tired.
im irritated of myself.
with the morning blues and pms tht comes and goes as it likes.
SHIT.
rahhhhhhhhhh!

september holidays.
mug mug mug mug.
tht's what life is all about now.

7:02 PM