Friday, July 29, 2005
+ to end off soon please +have been ranting this similar sentence to alicia.
me:" when will all these finally end?! im dying! -SIGH- "
alicia:" you wait. just FOUR months time. FOUR only. very fast. "
OMG!
im like living so routine.
and waking up everyday at 6 thinking that the next day has school despite how darn sleepy i was, even if it means a SATURDAY and SUNDAY!
shit la!
has it become some mad habit or pure stress man.
even my mum thinks im out of sudden a pig NO MORE?
that she doesn't have to wake me up and i'll jump up for nuts at 6 and prepare myself, make a din and wake everyone up. and on weekends, my mum will have to pull me back to bed and make sure my alarm don't ring again or i'd jump up again.
so instead of having to wake me up at 10 or 11 in the past, all she has to do now is just go toilet and drag me out at 6.
hmmm. O_o
prelim oral today.
im so screwed.
i repeated my words so many times cos i just have a habit to add in words of my own and make the sentence sound so weird in the end. pang sai la.
and the conversation and the picture discussion, i just keep yacking and yacking away without really knowing what im chanting about.
AND! i end up laughing at myself over what i said when i don't think its funny. IT'S SO EMBARRASSING! >:(
then went back to huahui after oral since it ended pretty early.
and they were evaluating about qihang, xubie.
and we missed the qihang replay!
SIGH!
i wanna see how toot i look then man.
OH WELL!
let's see..
next week,
physics unit 1-7 ( general physics )
english mock paper 1 and 2
history chap 4, 5
amath unit 1, 11, 14
hcl mock paper 1 and 2
lit mock paper
amath relative velocity common test
australian math competition. (random!)
OHHHHHHHHHH!
>:O
10:02 PM
Thursday, July 28, 2005
+ the only choice was to set it free +last day with 2 tests of amath and emath.
was rushing like mad to get the papers.
rahh!
i dislike running here and there and panic over getting the papers.
it so causes me mental block and make me even more easily irritated.
feeling weird recently.
went to pizza hut with fel and alicia right after school for lunch.
and we sat there for hours eating laughing and talking, about us and the future.
haha!
we think really far. :)
the meal together was really light for me.
at least i felt better with them.
love you guys! :D
had been rather stressed up recently.
with either tests occupying everyday of every week.
if not rather tests cramping up a few within a day for the days in the week.
i can't breathe!
and getting the results back.
oh well.
im really wondering if the way im studying's wrong or smth.
and so i get pissed off really easily.
screaming at anyone who interupts.
glaring at anyone who keep yacking beside my ear.
okay.
im mean.
but just the mood swing that i can't get rid for the time being.
at everything, everyone's so competitive.
i know its good as it motivates us.
but,
i dunno.
nvm.
wish me lucks for prelim oral tmr!
and mock papers next week.
8 tests next week.
hurr.
9:34 PM
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
this was our lil convo with silly alicia :D
`oblivious is me
alicia.someday my prince will come my way is alicia. like durh! her name is there :D
-------------------------------------------------
oblivious says:
cos i feel like lao sai.
alicia.someday my prince will come my way. says:
haha
alicia.someday my prince will come my way. says:
okayzzzz
` oblivious says:
you noe why?
alicia.someday my prince will come my way. says:
why???
` oblivious says:
cos talking to you makes me wanna lao sai.
` oblivious says:
sigh!
alicia.someday my prince will come my way. says:
y????!!!!!!!!!
` oblivious says:
i dunno.
` oblivious says:
maybe you influenced me to laosai?
` oblivious says:
no no.
` oblivious says:
you pang sai.
alicia.someday my prince will come my way. says:
eeerrrrrrrr
` oblivious says:
i lao sai.
alicia.someday my prince will come my way. says:
okkkk
` oblivious says:
really!
alicia.someday my prince will come my way. says:
nvm
alicia.someday my prince will come my way. says:
tt's a healthy living:D
` oblivious says:
but lao sai at this time..
` oblivious says:
abit...
` oblivious says:
haha!
alicia.someday my prince will come my way. says:
haha
` oblivious says:
see!
` oblivious says:
naughty girl!
` oblivious says:
i bring one tmr la.
` oblivious says:
then we share.
` oblivious says:
(:
alicia.someday my prince will come my way. says:
laosai?
` oblivious says:
your head la!
` oblivious says:
you wanna eat my lao sai meh!
` oblivious says:
hahahahahahahahahahahahahhaha!
` oblivious says:
SILLY!
` oblivious says:
;D
alicia.someday my prince will come my way. says:
har???
alicia.someday my prince will come my way. says:
still share somemore
` oblivious says:
YANYAN dear!
` oblivious says:
omg!
` oblivious says:
i can die of laughter here la!
` oblivious says:
hahaha!
alicia.someday my prince will come my way. says:
orhhh
alicia.someday my prince will come my way. says:
chey
alicia.someday my prince will come my way. says:
aiyo...
alicia.someday my prince will come my way. says:
okies!
alicia.someday my prince will come my way. says:
yanyan!
` oblivious says:
haha!
` oblivious says:
or you wan lao sai? i also can try to packet it to school (:
` oblivious says:
teehee!
alicia.someday my prince will come my way. says:
wuahahaha
alicia.someday my prince will come my way. says:
u wan i oso habe leh
` oblivious says:
i shall post our convo.
` oblivious says:
dowan!
alicia.someday my prince will come my way. says:
!!!???
alicia.someday my prince will come my way. says:
noooo
` oblivious says:
so hilarious!
` oblivious says:
i dun care!
` oblivious says:
jahahaha!
alicia.someday my prince will come my way. says:
wuahhhh
` oblivious says:
:D
alicia.someday my prince will come my way. says:
:X
11:16 PM
+ this is so fun +had about 2 test everyday of this week.
and prelim oral this friday.
i could only concentrate more on one and neglect the other.
which so explains me?
as well as my horrible results.
busy cramming ss during recess.
initially mrs tan came in and said it's on friday.
but somehow then we still took it today.
so yeap.
i finished the paper!
afterall, cos i dun even noe what to write.
my mind was empty cos i really just READ through.
amath and emath tmr.
and we got the prelim sechdule out today.
it's in 1mth and 2 days time.
which meant,
33 more days,
792hrs,
47520min,
2851200sec to cramp everything!
hurrr.
6:56 PM
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
i've been smiling for days.
and my mum thinks im mad.
SIGH!
its revolves about raining the entire day.
raining and raining and raining and raining.
it best describes my mood.
HMMMMMMMM!
0_o ?!
i wanna be somebody else.
:/
8:25 PM
Sunday, July 24, 2005
why wait.
waiting makes one lose everything.
we collide.
we'll never meet.
that's the reason.
1:30 PM
Friday, July 22, 2005
+ xiang hui dao guo qu +xubie today.
i really hate to say goodbye.
to that stage, to all the wonderful people i have meet in my life.
:(
xubie was very sweet today.
the sec ones sang a song for us outside the mpr.
then to be led into the dark mpr with light sticks along the floor to lead the way.
chairs with cute little bows tied, the xubie ce, a red heart shape box that contained little brownies and everyone sitted to wait for us.
then the show began with level items.
all so cute :)
then the vedio with the oh my music :(
and the lishi item.
i just cant help it la.
everything was just too pretty and fairytale.
it reminds me of the time when we were still paiju-ing and having huo dong.
the times when i was still a toot toot member.
the times when i can shiver and go red on stage.
the times when we hang out together and play.
the camp,
the qihang
many many more..
i really dont feel like leaving.
:(
thanks so much everyone!
for making this day so special and memorable.
iloveyou all!
:)
and i have 3 spongebob to play with and pull to sleep with already!
thanks myra and twin :)
and i can play powerpuff mini basketball at home!
thanks to cyn :)
and i can scare my mum with that fake cockroach already!
thanks fo cuis :)
and many many more.
THANKS!
:D
last but not least,
everyone! jiayou and enjoy the times in huahui.
live it to the fullest :)
i'll go back to play whenever i can.
weeeeee :D
huahui huo zai wo men da jia de xin zong.
zhi yin wei you ni men,
sheng huo cai hui ru ci duo zi duo cai.
<3
blue badge! lets all jiayou! :)
11:01 PM
Monday, July 18, 2005
+ Just For You +So I still walk on through the night
and through the rain...
I would give it all
just to be with you again
Its a lonely road
for my heart is still in chains
But I live my life
just to be with you again
We have walked together
where angels go
and we found a place inside us
that only we could know
So I still walk on
through the night and through the rain
I would give it all
just to be with you again
Thats the way life goes
like a whisper in the wind
but Ill take that fall
just to be with you again
Can I find a reason
can I find a way
cause the words I need to tell you
are the words I didnt say
So I still walk on through the night
and through the rain
I would give it all
just to be with you again
I see you standing in the doorway
with that look thats in your eyes
and that feeling that I feel will never die
So I still walk on
through the night and through the rain
I would give it all
just to be with you again
Well thats the way life goes...
like a whisper in the wind
I would give it all
just to be with you again
its a lonely road when my heart
is still in chains
but I live my life
just to be with you again
okay. jus read bear's post about veronica.
her entry's really touching? somehow i felt so much like crying too.
maybe veronica did tried her best to teach us.
just that we could not accept her sudden appearance.
just that we could not adapt to her new way of teaching.
just that we felt it hard to accept a stranger at this point of year when we have so many things in our mind.
so many just that..
although she always picked on me,
but she also did encourage me. not only on chinese she's teaching as well as others.
she tried giving me comments on how to improve.
she did talk to me one to one certain times to ask how im coping.
its indeed few teachers left in st nicks that encourages people.
as she told us today, she came quietly during sars. she's going quietly after this month too.
its pretty sad.
i think i'll miss her?
miss her screaming at us though it never works cos she's too soft.
miss her nagging at us not to eat in class.
probably something more that i dunno how to say right now?
sigh :(
9:11 PM
Saturday, July 16, 2005
+ like real +i hate it when old people like my parents pms.
and they jus keep slamming everything they see.
childish!
my dad slamming all the stupid door and my mum chucking all the things she's packing and screaming like mad to get us all awake for nuts.
that two mad cows.
as if like they're trying to see who fart louder.
a piece of shit la.
no.
i mean, pieceS of shit la.
bloddy hell.
couldnt go out with alicia in the end.
sigh!
9:17 PM
Friday, July 15, 2005
+ im the one who wants to be with you +went ikea. was carrying with cyn bags of things under the rain.
and we were honked twice.
damn the drivers.
haha!
saw this little kid carrying a huge spongebob soft toy in cheers outside the mrt when i was walking home. it was so darn cute please! -squeals
i dont think its sold anywhere cos ive never seen it before :(
someone must have sew it for him or something.
lucky kid. :/
was so tempted to snatch his toy and run.
geeee.
if i ever get that or perhaps a powerpuff toy too, i'll marry the person!
or perhaps get both PLEASEEEEE...
haha!
:D
oh alicia sweet. thanks for the ppg stickers. its so ADORABLE! loveyou! :D
next week:
monday- higher chinese
tuesday- amath
wednesday- physics
thursday- emath
friday- history
the following week,
monday- english prelim oral
blah blah.
got the entry proof today.
and we can see when each of the papers are taken.
its hell.
to stretch over so long.
olevel timetable22082005- english language oral
25102005- chemistry practical
27102005- physics practical
31102005- higher chinese paper one
- higher chinese paper two
07112005- combined humanities paper one
- mathematics paper one
09112005- english language paper one
- english language paper two
11112005- english literature paper one
- mathematics paper two
14112005- english literature paper two
15112005- additional mathematics paper one
16112005- physics paper one
- physics paper two
17112005- additional mathematics paper two
18112005- combined humanities
- chemistry paper one
- chemistry paper two
the last day's the maddest day. :(
9:53 PM
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
"Forever Gone, Forever You"I wanted you to be with me
For so long I don't even know why now
But now that I've given up on you
Defiantly you see me
Walking away I see the pain
You put me through
Lost in your game to change the same
Forever gone, forever you
There's something very wrong about this
I think you knew all along somehow
You'll only take me to change my mind
And leave me broken and defeated
So far away I see the truth
I see through you
Now that I know the way you play
I don't want to
Walking away I see the pain
You put me through
Lost in your game to change the same
Forever gone, forever you
8:09 PM
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
my art :D
and,
the qihang photos are up.
:)
11:57 PM
Saturday, July 09, 2005
+ the downturn +firstly,
HAPPY SWEET 16 FEL! :)went to give a surprise birthday at fel's room.
they went to stay at hotl cos they had pop.
so fun la.
alicia and i wanted to pretend to be room service but we cun find the bell.
and we turn off any switch we saw thinking that it might be the door bell but it ended up to be the lights. haha.
then we managed to find the bell somehow and i used my hand to cover the peep hole.
then natasha asked fel to open the door and tada! :)
celebrated and sang her birthday song in the toilet cos the room was rather messy. haha. and she blew the candle from her brownie cake kway. haha!
then went far east to take neos with her and her juniors.
then alicia and i went shopping.
looking around for skirts.
and we tried on and off. haha. then went to candles.
took 3 skirts to try. they all look nice. so i asked alicia which i should buy and alicia said they're all nice too. haha. so we stared at the skirts. then the lady in the shop said, the white one does make your leg look even whiter, the black one is sweet, the lines one makes you look more womanly. so which one you prefer to look then you choose? so we looked and looked. then i settled on the black one. cos i thought im already so fair, i dunwanna look like the whitest chicken ever. and the lines one, im shu nv enough to be anymore womanly. HAHA. :)
but alicia didnt manage to get the slippers she wanted. but nevermind sweet, we'll go together else where to look for them :)
then walked everywhere else and everywhere's still having sale.
but had to go cos i need to rush to the airport.
got home at about 520 likethat and my dad took us to fetch my mum and we went for dinner. then just went to east coast for night stroll. my dad initiated it but he had stomache half way and went to the toilet for so long that i walked through and fro i hadnt see him. LAZY OLD MAN. tskk! haha :)
night sea breeze made me happier, feel less stress and makes me think better. i have answers in my heart and that's nice :)
9:57 PM
Thursday, July 07, 2005
+ the day the heart went away +amath and chem test today.
didnt finish the paper.
was thinking about chem during amath.
and thinking about how badly i would do for amath during chem.
so contradictory.
if only the test times swooped. then i can think all i like.
sigh.
this is such a tiring week.
once i lie anywhere, i'd doze off to the next morning.
like a total dead log. i can't even be bothered to bite anyone who irritates me when im sleeping.
indeed,
a long run for everyone of us.
i need silent rest.
for the brain and for the heart.
:(
8:04 PM
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
+ the way we really are; doesnt matter +a thought to be busy week.
cos the tests dates keep shifting and changing.
and we end up with only four this week.
yesterday's history, i din write much. cos i didnt have time to study but just look through the summary at the back of every chapter. so i cant crap at least a page and a half long ;/
today's physics. mmhmm. i cant draw diagrams well.
why cant they ask me to sketch something better and funner.
sigh.
amath and chem tmr.
im trying to love tests now.
like :" OH HO HO! IM LOVIN' IT. hurrhurr. "
6:28 PM
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
you know,
sometimes i think you're a bloody huge cheater.
and,
that made you suck.
thanks.
7:22 PM
Monday, July 04, 2005
+ its all in a mess again +moo moo run. i mean MILK RUN yesterday.
very run la. haha.
but alicia and i jogged oour way through.
hmmm.
hate last minute of changing dates.
irritating.
bleah!
8:26 PM
Friday, July 01, 2005
+ bubbly +
this place makes me happy (:
http://www.snapbubbles.com/
haha.
that's all :)
8:48 PM
+ the running heart +two tests right in the morning first four periods.
emath paper one then paper two, followed by higher chinese paper.
my mind almost exploded.
its so hard to switch the state of mind la.
hmmmm..
it seemed a long day to begin with.
then for the rest of the lessons, i almost fell asleep but i struggled to stay awake.
stayed for extra ss lesson.
but we ended up playing. haha :)
then rush home after that to bathe before getting ready to go for jubilate2.
the performance was great!
and im so in love with the stage they got.
practically COOL!
they got like how many rows of frontlights and spotlights.
the lighting effect was good too.
sound system, actresses and performers.
:D
tmr no school.
cos sn had 7 golds for syf.
no school on monday either.
time for some rest.
but,
next week,
5 tests.
chem, phy, history, amath, emath.
oh my..
:(
12:01 AM
