Sunday, June 26, 2005

+ it ended with a smile which will last through a mile within all our hearts +

qihang is finally over?
somehow i missed it SO much already.
sigh.
im going to suffer from post qihang syptom.
time really passed really quickly yesterday, i say.
like one after another and break and another up and tadah! let's sing qihang song.
months of paiju for this one performance.
everything was really fast, really sweet and really beyond words for me.
well, its the last qihang.
and i ended with a bao qing tian look alike. haha.
but its fun though :)

shangxue ;
i never forget those memories we had together. those laughters , cries, games we played and the MORNING JOG! it had really became the sweetest last memories i can bring away for this last year. i really thank god and you guys for giving me such wonderful opportuinties to perform in the last year. we all grew up together and improved along the way. but i hope i din screw up? hmm.
daoyans ;
jovena ;
hey! thanks for giving me the role to act and teaching me so much. you're really a great daoyan but haiyah! you have to be qian tai zong jian. if not we can play more together. but still, we love you! we love your lameness and your seducktive scream. haha :))
danfong ;
hey! got to know you better through these period of time of xiaopin and qihang. but good things have to come to an end somehow ;/ thanks so much. i mean you're really a dedicated and committed daoyan i must say. always down for paijus and to teach us many kinds of lameness and remind us to be more open with all our expressions. this hectic period wouldnt have been light without your lame jokes though some i still dun understand? haha. and the period after xiaopin. many unspoken words and thoughts. but we still brought up a better one this qihang. ;D
huiping ;
the motherly one? haha! i still think you are la! you've got the air. haha! anyway, i think you talk very fast. haha! but just you never chi zi like us. haha! and i like that earring! but its ex la. haha! anyway, jus wanna say, although that day you sleep during paiju i din manage to shock you up but hope qihang i screamed effectively? haha! you're a really tie xin daoyan. i mean serious. ;D
yanyuans ;
cuis ;
hey cockroach! when i got home yesterday then i got a chance to read the letter you wrote. i was darn touched by you la! okay. some things that i cant mention here. but yea. i must agree that i got to know you better after going through so many things? like how cockroachy you really are, how artistic, how the other rebellious side, hoppy friend you actually are. i really enjoyed study session with you! to ponder and to laugh at questions we dunno how to do. and to tou pai people. haha! and to go toilet together.i guess this is never too late to know really know each other. and i still find the image of cuis of primary one very strong in my memory. iloveyou! <3
phebe ;
hey! you still haven really help me suan ming. i want to know my future you noe. who will i marry what job i'll hold... haha! you're really a great actress. i like your liang tiao bian zi. its so cute. love! ;D
weiling ;
hey! i always have stress when i paiju with you. cos you and your yi bai fen. haha! cant help it but link me to the tons of work waiting for me to clear. but you were great :)
jenny ;
hey my darling hardspot! haha! hardspot is so difficult to call la. haiya. why cant i call you soft spot as well. haha. hey! this period of time i really got to know you and you've helped me alot in many many ways. you know what i mean right? haha! yea. thanks so much mans. you were great yesterday. ;D
xiaowei ;
hey the '04 doctor and '05 feifei ! you were really great. i really cant forget the time when we practised the cloth fly on you then you fumbled.. haha! so hilarious la! im so gonna miss last year and this year. have been in the same ju as you for two years and i feel that you're really talented and dare to throw face. great great. jiayou! im sure your wish will come true :)
fiona ;
hey! you were great yesterday. you were really shocked. haha! and bu yao xiao wo shi ya zi le. ren jia zuo tian yi xia zi look like bao qing tian yi xia zi look like ya zi. so sad la. haha! must jiayou okay! aim for qian tai again next year! jiayou! :)

we had the joy. we had the fun. but good things come to an end. but we'll always be together. we'll always remember that moment... of all of us together. <3
jiayou next year!

fourpee ;
hey guys! thanks so much for coming yesterday. its so sweet. haha! and the flowers. haha! mini fourpee gathering! love love! <3<3<3

fawq ;
hey guys! thanks for coming too! its your turn next week. add oil! you guys can do it! cya tmr when school reopens and we can finally have our orange bowl and the following thurs will be the time fel and weilin glow! all the best! lucks ;D

cyn ;
hey pokk keh you call me pokk. haha! people duck la! haha! anyway darling! have known you for the full soild four years. and i can say this four years of friendship though we had many lil misunderstandings but its still as soild as anything right! thanks for always being there for me. to help me, to talk facts out of me, to nag at me and many things. i really dont know what to say to you cos i simply have too many things to say. haha. but yea. knowing you is really a blessing. though im the nicer angel. haha! no la. joking. we're both the pl angels. haha. we've been through alot together. we cried, we laughed, we tried joking, we tried many weird things together. things wouldnt have been the same if you hadnt entered my life. and i might not could have been me. we've grown together, mature though still a lil retarded. haha. but that's jus so us right? now that qihang's over and all of us had done a good job, its time to mug yea? we can do it! im sure! and after that, PLAY! forget me nots okay after everything. we're always the pinkies together.love you tonns! really. <3

phine, joanne, chingee ;
hey! thanks for coming! you all white liars ar! said you all dun have tickets have to wait outside but actually you all have! haha. anyway, thanks for the flower and the effort to come all the way to amk and even got lost in the campus. haha. million of thanks. hugggs <3

those whom i forgot to mention, sorry ar. my mind's like not working well. haha! im still very sleepy. haha! but yea. thanks too! wo ai ni men :))

all huahui people, rest well :)

and oh! the photos..i'll upload them soon. very SOON. haha :)

2:16 PM

Thursday, June 23, 2005

+ rewind is impossible +

i have a low, choking and suffocating voice.
how interesting can that be.
i can scream with my mucus half coming out.
how gross.
i have pimple outbreak for nuts.
how cool eh.
haha.

qihang coming in almost a day and a half time.
and the last ten minutes of fame for us.
the last qihang for all blue badge.
the last memories we'll hold together as a whole new huahui this qihang.
the last time to stand on that stage.
its a tempting sight yet sad in the inside.
geeeeeeee o_o

BUT,
SHANGXUE JIAYOU! WE ALL CAN DO IT TOGETHER! <3

8:45 PM

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

+ the countdown timer just keep ticking irregardless circumstances just like how we can never pretend nothing happened +

having a terrible sore throat and runny nose.
physics and practical test today.
its like shit la.
for chem, i cant smell if there's pungent or not.
and i keep lifting the testube under my nose to sniff like some mad drug addict but nothing jus comes in.
and the solution keeps splattering out when i heat.
haiyur, dunno larh.
hear my sexy voice. haha.

11:01 PM

Saturday, June 18, 2005

+ i cant imagine those days when impossible became possible yet it was just hallucination +

went to look for gown again.
holland v.
very the alot of gowns?
i guess there's more food there.
saw this plain blue tube dress there.
its VERY plain. and its 259.
should i or shouldn't i.
haiyur!

10:05 PM

Thursday, June 16, 2005

+ to stay awake to not get into that dream again +

im pissed im sad im annoyed.
i haven buy my gown yet!
i only saw one that i thought it looked quite okay.
but its like white. and im like fair enough. if i get it, i'll look like some white chicken pokk.
:(
gowns gowns gowns..
where its the gown.
-im bored.

10:26 PM

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

+ to live in transparent world as if no one would be there; the world im living in now +

tired and boring day.
even dreams get too beautiful that i think it'll be unrealistic.
tmr,
gown sighting.
then,
tuition at the evening.
oh well.

10:51 PM

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

+i came to this place without love without commitment. this place called earth+

woke up at 8 today with my head still spinning like mad.
got out of bed and tripped over my pillow and fell on the floor and laid there just like a idiot.
then my mum came in cos i fell like an elephant la.
a little fever. and she brought me to the doctor which only opens at 10.
so i washed up and waited and waited.
then saw the doctor and wanted to leave for school.
and my mum went yelling about me and my commitments. that im still going school.
poot her.
then called if my dad could fetch me to school and he was like go yourself la.
bleah!
but i got better in school after paijus.
schools and friends makes me better than sitting at home like a toot.
pooooof.

7:26 PM

Monday, June 13, 2005

+ shoot me +
go bang bang bang bang.
argh.
crap.

paiju today.
then studied with cuis in the canteen.
since 12 to 530 we jus sat there and do and talk and go toilet.
we're studious.
but im having a stupid headache now.
sigh.
no tuition today cos my tutor's seeing the doctor.
i think he gave up on me la.
hurhur.
so pushed it to thursday.

wednesday, sourcing of gowns O_O

9:25 PM

Sunday, June 12, 2005

+ rekindle +

sometimes i find it hard to believe.
i wonder..





forget it. :/


tmr paiju at 930.
after paiju, study in school or smth.
then rush home for tuition.
SIGH!

8:07 PM

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

+ reflections +

serious gastric now.
:(

8:54 PM

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

+ a hole in the heart +

( this is extracted by weilin's blog )
im too tired to re-type everything. :)

what a day i had with linn!
finally someone recognised me cutting my hair without needing me to ask. :)
haha met her in town and she accompanied me get some stuff.
the whole trip was really funny and hilarious.
we kept walking in the wrong directions, turning left when its right and right when its left, overshot our destinations and going into wrong shops. hahah ;D
we shall take neos another day yea darling!
oh, and! we went to this shop that sells shades
we went to try and even took a picture and we had to pay 2bucks for taking the picture cos there was a sign that said no trying but without the no taking photos?
we thought the shopkeeper was kidding at first la
treated linn to icecream! (:
and she bought a earring then we went back to school later for my cldds and her band. and we're not really late. :)

LINN! MAN TO YOU TOOS! ;D

and OH!
we saw this lovely and cute spongebob slippers at far east. its quite expansive. but it has double spongebob image ;DDD

8:02 PM

Thursday, June 02, 2005

+ tired of all these +

im tired.
and i dun feel like talking much.
i can never make it.
forget it.
sigh.

9:35 PM