Monday, May 30, 2005

+ hoppy +

qians a happy girl today (:
despite not knowing today has english mock.
despite not finishing my english essay.
despite writing rubbish in it.
despite having to go to school so early.
despite suffering from isonmia the night before.
despite knowing i have tuition after school so i have to rush home.
despite having no time to cut my hair.
despite no shopping time.
despite being irritated by my retarded mum on the way home.
despite waiting online for the entire day and the math online papers refuse to come out.
but ohwells.
im jus that happy :D
haha!
and my new amath tutor came today.
he was wearing ALL green.
from head to toe, different shades of green.
and i told him, nice colour :)
i meant it!
but he gave me the look.
really what.
fine, im too high to be myself.
im weird (:

please be happy :)

8:17 PM

Sunday, May 29, 2005

+ knock on the door +

i want to go out!
my dad's mean.
me:
i want to go out.
dad:
what?
me:
i want to go out.
dad:
why?
me:
i just want to go out.
dad:
but its raining.
me:
that's why im telling you i want to go out. fetch me out :)
dad:
precisely its raining. what's there to walk? and i'd get wet while getting the car.
me:
but there's such thing called the umbrella.
dad:
but my shoes will get wet. and it'll get squeaky.
me:
im so boreddddd! fine whatever.
( then the door bell rang )
me:
hello. i think its some salesman or smth.
dad:
argh. ignore.
me:
but its raining! he'd get wet. esp his shoes! ( rolls eyes! )
dad:
so, you want me to invite him in to drink tea?

poor guy. enjoy getting wet :)
i want to go out! for shopping or some random walks. i dun mind.
but my dad's lazy.
blehs!

no more science tuition for me for the time being.
my mum didn't want that tutor anymore.
but she got me a new amath tutor.
and we're starting on monday.
o_0

2:12 PM

Saturday, May 28, 2005

+ take me away +

currently all i need now;
someone for me to lean on
a shoulder for me to cry on
an ear to listen to me
any living presence.

haven spoken a word since i woke up.
not counting the rant in this post.
just take it im weird.
totally didn't have mood for anything everything.
im annoyed im angry im moody im in the state of boo.
shit.
this is so sick.
geeees.

10:05 PM

Friday, May 27, 2005

+ the sky fell on me +

annoyed.
irritated.
totally pissed off.
what an attitude mans.
shhhhhhhes!

went for com dinner at swensens.
happy blue05 first anniversary!
haha!
:D

freaked out by mrs goh's talk yesterday.
its really a wake up call.
i need to buck up.
like really.
that i don't know what to do with my ppr.
;/

10:17 PM

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

+ toy soldier +

storing up for a day just entirely for a outburst.
oh my,
powerpuff save my day.
spongebob absorb that tear.
;/

chinese mock today.
i wrote very short for my essays.

i got spongebob and powerpuff stickers again.
thanks cyn ;D

10:31 PM

Saturday, May 21, 2005

+ lonely +

Lonely im so lonely,
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,

Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave

I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin

Im so lonely (so lonely),
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody to call my own)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely

So lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girrll

Never thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want u to call my phone, so stop playing girl and
Come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id ever
Hurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girll

Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely

1:44 PM

Friday, May 20, 2005

+ it lasts forever +

just got home.
i hate being short.
and i hate taking trains home at this time.
cos i can never catch fresh air after everyone's squeezed into the cabin after a long day.
and i can... -suffocate in the foul air.

hcl mock exam on tuesday and thursday.
7 books to cramp.
major chinese mugging.
yet,
they were very very very noisy.
-_____________- !

i wanna go shopping.
i wanna catch a movie.
i wanna go spongebob and powerpuff hunting.
-sigh

qihang on 25th june.
tickets at $4.
anyone interested can get tickets from me.
:)

8:26 PM

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

+ another star fell +

had nothing after school so decided to go home early to sleep.
had been suffering from insonmia for three days.
but was damn fed-up in the ride home.
how i wished his disproportionate head would just fall off his neck for that moment.
my stop was about to reach and i kept saying excuse me yet he kept dozing off like an ass.
and i missed my stop and took to bedok.
the bus was firstly hot, and with that mad cow sitting beside me, it was totally cramp like hell and i had a blister at my foot.
how wonderful.
and he could wake up himself when the bus got into the interchange.
what a miracle.
i thought he was already dead.

history paper today.
i didn't finish.
spent too much time on the first two.
oh well..

traditional game could be interesting.
with a huge hairy caterpillar struggling to climb up the wall beside us.
its so kampong-ish?!
;D

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are flexible and ready for anything!

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

6:02 PM

Sunday, May 15, 2005

+ i smiled even in my dreams cos you exist everywhere +

woke up very early this morning.
perhaps about 8? haha.
cos i keep thinking today was monday and i had lessons.
then shun i wake up at 6? haha.
but nvm. yea.
and i stoned all the way till 12 thinking im gonna have tuition too.
and i waited till 230 then my tutor came.
im a patient girl :)
and only now then i realised, my tutor's actually married! and she has a 4 yr old boy.
after like 2 plus months of tuition with her.
haha!
okay im that slow.
then during the tuition i was looking at her son's photo instead of learning the dearest macromolecules. and we were talking about her other students and stuff.
and i commented she reminds me of gummy bears.
and she went O_O'''
haha. okay fine.
im always that random wad.

pretty interesting tuition today.
to talk about what's happening in other school than looking at all the carbon bonds.
haha.
so,
maybe she's not that scary as i thought.
:)

okay.
gonna bathe and out soon ;)

4:23 PM

Friday, May 13, 2005

+ colour up my life +

i dislike it when blogger uses chinese.
its so weird and ...
anyway,
my msn is avaliable again :)
but im running on heat.
that i cant join fawq for macs breakfast.
:(

anyway, did i mention?
i dun like friday 13th too.
its indeed bad.
okay. random.

10:01 PM

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

+ im dreaming im smiling im going crazy just for you +

lessons as usual.
pe,
we had traditional games.
like errrrs.. playing with tops and what's that feathery thing called? hmmmmmmmmmmmm.. yes! chuptei(?)
like how fun.
haha.
we look so wierd playing them.
we're gonna be kampong girlsin training.
haha.

left school early.
today's the earliest i ever got home.
like for the past months and months ive been getting back home about 7 plus or 8.
my mum's pretty happy for that.
but,
she went out.
my dad and my brother's not gonna get home till rather late.
which means,
where will my dinner come from?!
nowhere -_-

anyway,
my mum's been rather fickle.
she initially wanted me to have a fierce tutor.
but now,
she felt tt the tutor wasnt good.
and she keeps asking me about her.
so what am i suppose to say?
hello. im scared of that tutor. it'll be best if you get another source.
haha ;D

5:20 PM

Sunday, May 08, 2005

+ sixteen waiting to be sixyone +

im officially 16 by 2 days.
so who's gonna take me out for nc16 shows?
hmmmm.
i feel cheated.
so so cheated.
i woke up early the morning at 9 to wait for tuition and she jus called to cancel cos its raining.
pooooh!
i could have slept later or something.
slept very late last night.
perhaps almost 4? haha!
cos i jus cun sleep ;D

2:41 PM

Saturday, May 07, 2005

+ sweet sixteen +

couldn't sleep well last night so i woke up pretty early this morning.
and to my surprise tt fawq came over and wanted to make a surprise for me.
haha.
i was like watching tv then i heard alicia saying to my mum at the door tt she's my friend and shhhss..she came for a surprise. haha!
at first i thought it was some kind of joke or something.
and i was still in a dazey state.
so funny!
but yea.
they're really sweet!
to wake up at 7 to make layers of pancake cake for me cos i dun eat cake.
:D
then jiam came over.
and i thought it was a planned one. haha!

then hurried to bathe so that we can go out cos i wanna watch xiaopin finals.
then we set off together.
was taking photos in the train and everyone's looking at us :D

went to ps to shop for clothes with weilin while alicia and fel had dance lessons and jiam had cip.
had fun trying in and out for clothes and vedioing each other.
:D

then watched the finals and it was great.
phine you did a great job :)

then dinned with cyn and jiam at nydc.
was initially so so so hungry.
but we queued till i was not really hungry anymore.
but we still had pasta and baked rice.
great time! :)

thanks guys for making today so memorable for me.
alicia,fel,weilin,jiam,cyn,phine,jieying and those if i missed out.
a big thankyou!
<3

and i got my phone back.
im no longer detached :D

11:54 PM

Friday, May 06, 2005

+ conference +

wow.
like what a surprise.
errrrrrs..
haha.

napfa today.
everything deproved and all's so lousy.
haha.
but its finally over :)

im so pissed off by my mum.
she's sucha ass.
she confiscated my phone and i feel SO detached from the world.
like whatever.
and she's SO childish to hide it from me so i cant find it.
like....
get a life la.
whatever lousy birthday eve.
dont wish for a happy mother's day either.
im going to make hell for you.
rahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

8:25 PM

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

from the day i knew you, i gave my heart to you.

it seemed a long day cos the day started with some science paper.
yawning and dozing off when i was looking at it.
:)
took down the banner today.
the place was infested with giant red ants that i had a hard time cutting it down.
BUT,
its so pretty and im SO gonna miss it ;/
and im glittery all over.
and i enjoy it. haha!
-random :x
im developing post-sports day fever.
haha!
xiaopin's over, sports day over. lets look out for... qihang!
:D

my new name : michelle
geri's : stef
louisa : victoria
ling : cherylin
eileen : aileen
HAHA :D

wee-tarded :D

7:52 PM