Saturday, April 30, 2005
+ memories +carnevale blue 2005committees
captain : shuwei
vice captain: ruiyin, nina
treasurer: amelia
vice treasurer: natalie
track captain: amanda
vice track captain: joyce
field captain : debbie
vice field captian: yi wei
cheer captain: jacklyn
vice cheer captain: siqin
props captain: rachel and i
vice props captain : jiayi
sec4 level co: gen, melody
sec3 level co: shantini, ai wei
sec2 level co: sarah, samantha
sec1 level co: weiling, weiyiyou guys brought colours for me during this 2 months.
it had been a great time with you guys.
you guys rock!
we're glam!
:D
now sports day is over,
im so lost.
no meetings no props to do no costume to see no cheer practises.
geeeeeee..
we'll fight it back on 2006!
:)
2:32 PM
Thursday, April 28, 2005
+ carnevale blue+tmr's sports day at last.
im sleepy yet very high now.
haha.
sounds so contradictory.
doing props for the past month and meetings with the com.
simply great working with them :)
lots of fun together lots of brainstorming of ideas.
i love blue :D
we'll win tmr!
and cheer with our very cute lil blue cheer.
"you happy i happy we all happy."
blue cheer 2005:
say blue!
lala!
say blue!
lala!
blue's got style
lalalala lalalala la
we lead by a mile
lalalala lalalala la
loud colours and lights (clap clap)
you're all going down cos we put up a fight
we got a costume and a mask (clap clap)
watch out for us cos we run real fast
hurry up cos we're looking real fine
pick up your pace cos we're first at the line
we're the survivors
we know we're better
bringin' the cup back
gonna fight harder
we're the survivors
we're gonna make it
we're the survivors
keep on surviving!
carnevale blue!
we're coming after you!
carnevale blue!
you haven't got a clue!
carnevale blue!
we ain't gonna lose!
ahhhh.....BLUE HOUSE!
:D
10:41 PM
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
it was such a
let-down.
im such a
disappointment.
jus ended tuition.
and my new tutor is
fierce!
for the first time im
scared of a tutor.
god.
tmr, napfa 6 rounds.
god bless.
10:23 PM
Monday, April 25, 2005
cant help it
jus allow me to breakdown.:(
8:35 PM
Sunday, April 24, 2005
+ it meant to be +xiaopin yesterday.
rehearsed a few times when we got to ngee ann cultural centre before its our turn.
but we exceeded the time and they jus shut off the lightings to stop us from continuing. and we didn't have a proper ending.
both the teams didn't get in. which meant no golds for us. silver? bronze? or participation? dunno yet.
:(
daoyans : so sorry that i didn't complete me lines. and during paiju times the pauses i made to laugh. thanks for teaching me so much during this period of time. i had a great time paiju-ing with you all and with our little bonding sessions. look forward to qihang to see you guys again! shang xue rocks :)
cuis : hey cockroach! you were good! cool! bet you like the hair i styled for you and the make up! see! i've got style.haha! thanks for sending me home yesterday if not i'd get home only like today morning? haha! we shall have more cockroach and fish sessions!thanks for the milk-bottle! na ni jiu yong hui ni na yi zhao ba. :)
phebe : hey 3 jing! you are so funny yesterday! your hair is so cute! thanks for the soap. 365 hao yun dao shuo, zhi yao wo bang liang tiao bian zi, shuo wo lan bi, zhuo xiang dong nan, y i xiang xi nan. :)
xiaowei : hello! we've been in the same ju for two years! you were great yesterday! no more distance right? keep up with you yea ? bie dan xing. ma ma shuo he le ji jing kao shi yi ding na 100 fen! :)
jenny : hey! saw my note right? haha! stay the blur blur way. its really cute! yi shi yi, er shi er, ke shi wo zhong jue de yi jia yi deng yu shi yi leh. :D
fiona : hey! you have a good time spying on.. haha! nice to be in the same ju as you. you're really funny! ni men ying gai jiao ta shi di, bu yao hao gao wu yuan. :)
weiling : haha. jie wo ni de shu jiu xing le :)
thanks guys for making these part of my life that colourful. i love you all.
and also a big thank you for those who came down to help and supprot us.
phine and joanne THANKS! love you guys!
12:56 PM
Friday, April 22, 2005
xiaopin tmr!!!!
11:57 PM
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
+ it was just a dream +had trial 6 rounds today.
din want to run initially cos i wasnt feeling well the night before. getting home late and having dizzy spells and puking about in the toilet. so my dad help me wrote a letter of excuse.
got to school. and i feel the world spinning.
was feeling like a dead corspe.
but i still ran in the end.
hmmmmm..
paiju today.
funny, love it!
:D
xiaopin coming soon.
this saturday.
scary...
;/
but we'll do our best!
:)
napfa 6 rounds next week.
sports day coming soon.
next friday.
but im still lacking backups.
rahhhhhhh....
9:07 PM
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
+ a loner no matter what +two test today.
physics and chinese.
and i mave major question marks for them.
got back loci emath paper.
din do well. everyone's scoring like so high if not full marks?! sigh.
paiju today!
full dress rehersal.
and i look so auntie for that moment instead of a teacher. geee..
this sat's xiaopin already.
tmr, 6 rounds trial.
i wished its the actual instead.
dun feel like running extra cos my leg hurts.
rahh..
i stood alone.
alone from the crowd.
i thought things would somehow be different.
that i could smile when i look back to the past.
but somehow,
nothing's changed.
still alone with my shadow.
8:46 PM
Friday, April 15, 2005
+ to recover +shall blah everything here now before the end of 15042005 which is a horrendous day. and tmr a brand new day with more new experience for us to go through and the time for us to make full use of to strive hard.
to school work, to sports day, to xiaopin.
im flunking all the test that im getting back.
and all the red marks dun seem nice to me somehow.
i used to be able to smile through it but then now it seem impossible.
they matter, don't they.
a bad day for us today perhaps.
guess everyone was stressed or something occupied in mind?
kind of distracted that i forgot the lines.
i learnt them. i did.
i miss last year's wobingle suddenly somehow.
the longer time we had to rehearse.
crapology, drawings and vandalising of the tables and boards, heart to heart sessions that really bonds.
though i seem to left the memories behind but they somehow keep appearing now and then.
we haven't been able to make it high.
to the expectations.
im so sorry.
i want the confidence back.
at least a silver or gold perhaps.
i guess im still not committed enough.
bahhhhh...
:(
not making any sort of comparisons.
somehow or another i think the breaking down of majority of us helped us understand each other better ain't it?
to daoyans: we'll try our best. so sorry for the overwhelming of emotions. we'll aim high! just a few more days to go! we'll jiayou! we will we will! :)
ilovedaoyans!
11:39 PM
+ aches +aching eyes.
tired.
i wanna play hide and seek with everything i have now.
and my flu and sore throat isnt getting me any better.
all the fruit juices i flood myself din seem to help?
well..
9:11 PM
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
+ ohwells +im a reindear!
with a nose that loves running.
errrrs..
-sneezes-
5 rounds was okay today.
1154.
im slow.
hmmmm.
shall run more.
tmr,
lit general paper.
international friendship day q&a mc.
costumes.
i feel like sleeping.
i dun even noe where to start from for lit.
;/
8:25 PM
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
+ i felt it skipped +though its a long day today.
with the humid and sticky weather.
and the thought of 5 rounds for pe and math test straight after that tmr.
but im still,
happy happy happy :)
weeee! :D
10:14 PM
Monday, April 11, 2005
+ affections +love will find a way.
but where did mine go.sigh.
i dunno.
random headaches
heartaches.
i wanna hold on to youu.:(
8:27 PM
Saturday, April 09, 2005
+ all i want was you to be happy but that somehow seemed difficult +i have sore throat.
haha.
which is so hurhur.
fun?
cos i have been keeping my mouth shut the entire day.
oh wells.
left hanging,
so damn lonely.
you didnt noe,
you're my one and only.:(
11:30 PM
Friday, April 08, 2005
+ nevermind +finally the week's over.
im irritated my horrendous eye bags.
i wanna get rd of them soon.
eeyur!
ms low is so cute today.
first she took over chinese period cos veronica's sick.
which meant we had 4 periods of ss.
then after recess for those 2 periods, she started off screaming at two students.
everyone was like wooow..chill..
then after her screaming, she could actually turn her temper totally off and continue her lesson and she began telling some jokes in ss.
im impressed.
teachers could be better actress than us.
hmmmmm..
next week's gonna be packed.
chem, lit,ss and emath.
we've actually got physics too. but they shifted it to week after.
phew.
if not i can see my brain exploding.
xiaopin's coming soon.
23 april.
sports day,
29 april.
i'd be free after them.
:)
my mum got a new tutor for me.
so im having tution every pretty sunday.
and she was nagging on how much she have to pay per lesson that i MUST pay attention.
but i cant help it.
who ask it to be held when i wanna have late sleeps.
:p
10:18 PM
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
+ i stood alone +plenty of thoughts.
unspoken comments.
how did i derived at all this.
crap.
whatever.
finally handed up the banner.
time to do some scrubing of floors.
tmr amath test on differentiations.
oh thank you.
i cant even differentiate what im thinking and i have to differentiate math.
crazy.
7:27 PM
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
+ don't make empty promises +liars.
i dun like that attitude.
stop throwing it around.
i had enough.
whatever.
screw chinese.
i guess i cant make it for anything.
what a failure.
blehs.
9:40 PM
Saturday, April 02, 2005
+ hideout +i realised my parents simply have something for digging or fishing?
they were NICE enough to dig me up early in the morning at 6 on a pretty saturday.
how SWEET eh?
and by pulling the blanket and rolling off the bed like a dead mummy stripped off its wrapped cloth. i guess that's the best way they can ever make it to get someone to wake up.
1:48 PM
Friday, April 01, 2005
+ withered strength +jus got home.
bathed and here i am sticking to the com again.
a tiring week as usual.
and there's something so wrong with my lil toe.
its hurting so much when i dun see any problem with it :/
rather dead recently.
for no reasons.
that i jus cun bring myself to go high as usual to laugh at everything and nothing?
wonders wonders.
my mind jus seems occupied yet not thou.
i dunno.
hmmmm..
anyhow,
my mum has been giving me lame reasons that i should stop my chocs cos its gonna get me terrible sore throats.
and she was so out of point to telling me that chocs causes constipation?
oh well.
like how real?
hahahaha.
silly!
10:06 PM