Tuesday, March 29, 2005

+ either the world stopped spinning or you've changed +

exhausted
restless
emotional.

either i hadn't done enough,
or its really not working out.
my fault again yea?
fine.
whatever.
im tired. really.
i had enough.
i want rest.

9:13 PM

Monday, March 28, 2005

+ when the sun came out, even the coolest heart melt +

horrendous chem.
the worst i ever scored for chinese.
hurrr..

feeling the stress.
i think i can break down anytime.
or well i did.
but i thank god for people like alicia,gen,cyn,weilin,fel,yanhan and more for helping me out. to loan me their notes and encouraging me.
to cheer me up with green tea, teaching me and drawing out a mini test for me, notes, sweet messages.
iloveyou guys. <3

8:22 PM

Saturday, March 26, 2005

+ it might be better this way +

it was really sweet.

i didn't know it would happen this way.
i don't wanna care if anything crops out in between.
cos im tired.
i give up.

two different matters.
anyhow, down with stupid flu under the humid weather?
wierd.
i need stressball somebody.
and i wanna cut hair
:/
hmmmmmmmm....

11:33 PM

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

+ sugar smiles +

hate to hear drillings.
it always make me feel that my ceiling is gonna fall on me sometime soon?
eeyur.
anyway, the week's coming to an end soon with good friday.
will i have a easter egg sometime soon?
haha.
we had only 2 tests which is both on tuesday. but we had many due work due everyday.
hmmmm.
and alicia was telling me that we had 20 more weeks to prelim. which leaves us to about 4 days per subject.
and that's fast.
mmmmmmmmm..

7:46 PM

Monday, March 21, 2005

youu my sugar delight.

went to sgh for checkups.
so many people and i waited since 3 till like almost 4 plus going to 5 and the doctor merely see me for awhile and i could leave.wth?
i feel like a heater emitting heat like mad.
hmmmmmm..
wonder how's everything o_O?!
so many work due and we have chem as well as whole of sec2 chinese syllabus to swallow for tmr's test. im so gonna choke.
i dun wanna go school :/
work work work.
blehs.

7:40 PM

Sunday, March 20, 2005

what makes the world a special place to live in is youu

shall summerise evrything in point form.haha.
-hcjc performance is nice. i like their booklet :)
-sewing drives me crazy.
-i haven't done my hols homework other than math. which leaves me english, lit, chinese, ss, history.
-i haven't study for chem and chinese test.
-im dying not to go to school.
-but cheers! im sitting beside alicia again tmr :)

okey. back to work. haha.
i have good summary skills eh!
:D

7:27 PM

Friday, March 18, 2005

+ empire +

humans are born creative and curious aren't they?
they could just let their thoughts run wild and those wierd ideas would just start poping out and they'll link them?
and that's funny?
i think.
haha.

anyhow, woke up late today.
everything seems so not in the right state for me.
i guess i just woke up from the wrong side of the bed?
set my alarm clock at 7 and i shut it off by accident and slept my way through till errrs..10?
i think i would have still slept through if no one bothers to call me and let my phone ring like mad.haha.
then i flew out from bed and asked my dad to send me to school.
by luck my dad was on mc cos he's not feeling well?
and instead of letting him rest i rushed him to send me to school.
oppps.
so i missed chem lesson and i thought i missed the ju bonding session at macs.
got to school and ran to the forum to see if anyone was there.
poor attendance today. or maybe cos im late so they were tired of waiting? oh no. im so sorry.
hmmmm.
left my bag and ran to macs cos cyn said the meeting was still on.
then they briefed us the script plot and individual character.
hmmmmmm.
and then back to school for banner.
im not a good sewer. im TOO slow at doing that.

got home not long ago.
slacking, waiting for the time to go out.
dinner and to watch hcjc performance at victoria.
heard that it was nice.
cheers :)

5:28 PM

Thursday, March 17, 2005

+ fairytales +

love those backups.
good attendance.
:D
but in conclusion,
im not a good sewer.
i cant make it to be a tailor in the future cos i have no patience of sitting there and sew needle by needle.
and it kept pricking me!
bleh!

missing out so many things :/
how i wished...
sigh.
nevermind.
:(

anyway,
is that face double sided?
im beginning to wonder.
geee..
o_O?!

toms script bonding.
then hcjc performance at noon onwards.

7:17 PM

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

+ in a dream where no one existed +

just got home from school.
tired and hungry.
ive been walking into any cheers and 7eleven shops i could see to get something to eat.
haha!
anyway,i like the way we are working.
love blue :)
to backups who are always down to help: thanks so much for your help.you guys were great.keep it up. hopefully to see you guys EVERYDAY ANYDAY! haha!
okey.do i sound demanding enough? haha!
:D

it doesnt matter wad others see or feels about you.
the thing is wad you feel after you know about it.
to stay firm or ... ( wad's the word to say?! god. i have bad memory)
heard this auntie talking to her kid, i think, about it.
not bad eh!
this is wad i call pure chiemalogy!
cos i dun understand and neither would anyone come telling this.
haha!
okey! i talking crapping again.
im bored la.
ohmy!
O_O

7:49 PM

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

+ over and done with +

went back for lit today at 745.
my dad din fetch me.
so i was rushing like mad.
who ask me to be a kembangan kid.
bleh.
haha!
anyhow, lit was super boring?
the second presentation only and i almost fell asleep right in front of the teachers.

then after lit,
backups! :)
people turning up improved.
love you guys blue!
we will make it together.

was initially annoyed over some things.
but then come to think of it.
i dun let things stay in my brain for too long.
i let the dreams take them away as well when i wake up the next moment and my brain would be empty again.
haha!

skipped dinner last night, breakfast this morning, breaks and lunch all the way till like 4 plus in the afternoon.
tired enough from the lit lesson in the morning, hot weather, no meals and tons of chalk.
haha!
i felt as though i was about to faint.
and i kept stoning cos dizzy spells worked.
oh wells.
dinner jus now to cover up.
nice.
toms another cycle.
cheers!
:D

9:31 PM

Monday, March 14, 2005

+ rants +

just came back from school.
hmmm.
when someone gets their ego too high and trusts it real hard,
its really annoying.
that was really fake.
now i know.
thank you.
i don't like you.
:)

my mum saw my ppr just now.
surprised that she din nag me or give me a whole day lecture.
she was like ermm.your amath improved but the rest.hmmmm.
then she asked me so how now.
and i just said : get me a tutor then.
oh my.
im just asking for more work for myself.
:/
but, im studying hard.
i shall.
:)

4:43 PM

Sunday, March 13, 2005

+ tired +

slept at 3 plus 4 this morning and my mum woke me up at 11!
idiot -_- '''
she was like poking my feet, pulling my blankets away and throwing pillows at me.
so i sat up half awake and she brought the newspaper beside me.
mum : girl ah.do you noe there's problems with your lit book? the one you're studying now is not in you syllabus? see! wake up and read this article.
me : errrms..are you out of your mind? you woke me up just to tell me to read newspaper? how abt waking me up much later to tell me when lunch is ready?
and i went back to sleep.
and pillow fights again.
early in the morning.god! people are getting so retarded nowadays.jus like us? we find it amusing to fight with pillows.
errrs. yea. o_O
and there's nothing wrong with our lit. its jus cos they chose the wrong combi.our school is safe. :/
off to do the piles of math we have.
and i still dunno wad to do with the ppr.
cos i haven show my parents yet.
i dunwant them to blow as much as my results already did.
oh well.
okey. shall shut up and stop blogging.
back to work.

1:52 PM

+ sleepless +

i cant stand myself.
im still bright awake at this time irritating everyone that i can think of that might be still awake at this time.
will someone jus knock me on my head to make me ermmms sleep?
okey.
im nuts.
shall find something better to do.

2:50 AM

Friday, March 11, 2005

+ down to the pit +

last day of school before a short break for march hols.
screwed up my pathetic ppr.
the digits blasted the lil paper which i can decide on going to ite to cut grass after Os?
failed all the tests i took this week.
how screwed yea?
im so gonna work hard this hols and get a1 i dun care.im gonna go nerdy nerdy!
RAHHH!

hols backups everyday.
9am-1pm.
pls come down to help if you can.

10:36 PM

Thursday, March 10, 2005

+ born a stoner +

lessons are rubbish la.
total crap!
but i enjoyed the jack neo talk!
if only im not sec4 :/
toms collection of ppr.
thanks la.
im so gonna see huge digits there with so many underlined ones.
then my L1R5 blasting off the lil piece of paper.
hmmm..
not going for cca toms.
having some learning journey thingy.
hmmmmmm.......

stayed back to help out for house prac.
then off to backups.
helpers as pathetic as ever.
but hmmm..
i guess lesser people still has its pros somewhere how.
i dunno.
just hope that during the hols it'll get better?
backups as uaual everday during hols.
9-1.
pls do try to go.

9:07 PM

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

+ bite +

stupid dead day.
went to jog in the morning hoping it would spark me up.
but i ended up dozing off during lessons.

pe was fun.floor ball at the netball and basketball courts.
BUT! phee was just a 'LITTLE TOO HIGH'?
which seems so hilarious la.hmm.
love our SE'DUCK'TIVE DUCKS team to the core!

then after school rushed for backups.
its really DISAPPOINTING to always see the same helpers or either NO ONE there to help out? or LATECOMERS, its a bad habit.
irritated.
to those who signed up. pls question your own sense of responsibility? cos its not getting anywhere.
and, although we're still working, BUT its still NOT EFFICIENT ENOUGH!
though thanking those loyals one too.
pissed off la.
wadever.

screwed up whatever tests i have this week.
hmmm.not like i dun screw for any.
but, im so gonna screw lit too!
like thank you!
not in the right mood. i think im gonna bite the next person that irritates me.
bleh!

7:42 PM

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

+ store +

nothing i do is ever enough.
nothing i do is good.
nothing i do is successful.
nothing i wanna get comes true.
nothing i wanna hold belongs to me.
nothing i wanna treasure stays.
im tired.
i had enough.
sick of everything.
whatever.

7:44 PM

Sunday, March 06, 2005

im so insensitive.
that screwed up in everything i do.
rahhh!
:(

9:17 PM

Friday, March 04, 2005

+ bounded +

i hate it.
blehs!
:(

8:45 PM

Wednesday, March 02, 2005

+ i see that glow +

haven been blogging for 5 days!
say im a good lil girl here.
haha!
but tt's cos there's something wrong with my com. i can only sign in to msn but not view any webs.hmmm.

anyhow, history was like shit today.
so was chinese like shit toos yesterday.
toms physics is no doubt also gonna be shit!
interesting shits we've got for the week.

hello.
hahahahahahahahahahhahahahahaha.
-smiles-

7:01 PM