Friday, February 25, 2005

+ daily rantings +

i can almost fall asleep while standing.
dead to the core.
have been either sleeping late this week or suffering from insomnia.
and i look like a huge walking panda now.
daily rantings?
wait till i have enough sleep and have the mood to listen.
haha! :)

this week is getting off real soon.
and next week's gonna get all of us grilled!

next monday Os release.
getting back chinese results.
its enough to kill me with the nervousness.
well well.

im a good kid!
i really am okey!
im guai and never pai.
im a typical nerd too!
believe?
haha! :)

9:29 PM

Thursday, February 24, 2005

+ i see what i see in you
but do you see what you see in me +

lessons are total bore.
dozing off for many lessons.
with works due here and there and everywhere.
hmm.

next monday's Os result release.
and we have chinese, history, physics test on the week.
the following week has many tests too?
why cant we just have a break.
tests cramp up before the march hols.
well well.
i passed prob, permutation and combination! :)
haha!

efficiency is the one that keeps me going. :))

shall do jianbao now :/

8:37 PM

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

+ contented +

got home at almost 9.
then went to do my stuff.
i just love efficiency!
cheers to us! (:

ran in the morning and had pe today.
nice :D

10:00 PM

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

+ all about ________ +

stop being a copycat.
im not saying im a cat.
but do stop it cos its getting on my nerves.

so many things to do.
and i dunno to start from where.
im so lazy.
heh.

anyway, veronica can jus shoo!
she scared me by almost telling me i did badly for chinese blah blah blah.
but wad.
i passed can already la.
so say so much for wad.
chey!

cca filled with talks.
yea.

dinner (:

8:12 PM

Sunday, February 20, 2005

+ the emperor's empress +

so wad if im one.
i dun care.

went to east coast to eat seafood yesterday.
chilli crabs pepper crabs scallops and blah blah.
nice!:D
then stop by at town to watch chingay for a lil while before going back.

12:34 PM

Friday, February 18, 2005

+ someday someone will come my way +

amath and emath test today.
im so gonna flunk it again!
cos i very the finish the paper and its full of me and my rubbish.
mental block like whatever!
and i din finish the paper toos.
heh!

then chinese.
veronica almost cried when she was like "trying to reason with us" ?
but she was like actually wanting us to accept wad is done.
and she dumbell go pick on me again.
i was like sitting there and see wad she's wanting to fake out and say again. i din say anything and she was like :" why you frown until likethat? do you have any comments? "
like hur! who cares and want to say anything.
then she was like telling me that my chinese standard dropped.
hmm. but like i care? cos its HER FAULT! she gave us less time. bleh!

anyhow,
any blue house members interested to join backups?
pls sign up! and volunteer your help!
your help will be greatly appreciated!
:)

we dun have test next week!:D
but the week after next, we are so gonna be dead :/
but still, rest! :D

8:48 PM

Thursday, February 17, 2005

+ that smile on the face +

had chinese today.
pissed with veronica.
she came in late and made as if as she was so nice to give us extra time but in the end she still took up like more than that cos she refuse to eat into our recess and demands for the papers. like we dun mind if she does that wad. dumb goldfish.
amath and emath toms.
permutation & combinations, probability.
thank you! i dun understand :/

6:22 PM

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

+ more than words could express wad i feel for you +
so tired. but many things just keep me going and hanging on :)
speech today. better than the previous time i presented.
chinese toms.
im still slacking.how wonderful.haha.

9:24 PM

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

+ reflections +

me and my cut-short post.
lessons as usual.
dental is merely jus poking here and there.
no brushing! tsk!
then house meeting to elect house com.
shall think of wad kind of props we should have :)
cca is designing cca tee and badge.
doing lit graded assignment now.

9:03 PM

Monday, February 14, 2005

+ love is in the air +

its vday today!
chocolates flowers flowers chocolates.
-cheers-
no math remedial cos the teachers had to go lao yu sheng.
fawq makan!
and neos taken.
we always had the first shot the nicest and the rest would follow up wierd.haha!
but its okey. we jus love picture perfect.
and we dun mind candid ones either :)
couples everywhere.
how infuriating.
but threesome is not bad either :)

toms:
english speech again.
dental.
house meeting.
cca.

tiring :/

8:42 PM

Saturday, February 12, 2005

+ the ground is my sky +
my elder cousins are at my place now.
talking to my dad.
maybe there's generation gap that i dunno wad to say. haha!
tonight's going to my uncle's house.
another reunion dinner there.
maybe i belong more to there cos i get to play with my younger cousins.
cos afterall,
im young at heart.
-smirks-
;D

vday is coming this monday.
cheers :)

4:07 PM

Friday, February 11, 2005

+ edge +
got back my amath paper. i passed :D
29/40! haha.
but the average adding up the previous is lan pok pok la. :/
vday is coming soon!
-excited excited-
went town with cyn to shop for vday stuff.
took neos without fail :)
nice! :D
shall go find my speech topic and redo another one.
:)

9:00 PM

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

+ real +
just got back from my first day of ang paos collecting.
and i feel SO old and tired today!
all my cousins were teasing me and asking their kids to call me auntie. cos i was the youngest in the row.
then they're like asking, so when will it be your turn? pengs.im only 15 hello! wait long long la! haha! then felt so paiseh today. when i was wishing people half way my voice zao xia then i was like coughing my voice out.hmm.
anyhow, ang pao collection is not as good compared to last year. :/
and my dad lost about 150 bucks on player black jack. which is like, hmm.. if only he gave me the money to buy wad i wanna buy.then we can shre joys! cos i happy he also happy. not like now, though he's not sad or wad, BUT i am!
toms another day of ang pao cllection. and my leg's breaking already.

10:24 PM

+ breathless +

went to school to hand in homework.
then stayed to watch the performance.
was quite..hmm..undescrible?
was super tired la.
stayed up to do my work so that i could hand in.
then had reunion lunch and dinner.
and at the night my dad drove around for sight-seeing.
but my mum insisted that we shun get down the car cos i was wearing heels and its so crowded that my leg will break by the time i get back? haha.
yep! so im back home.
full and tired.
anyhows,
happy new year to everyone :D


12:39 AM

Monday, February 07, 2005

+ not anymore i guess +

came to school today and was darn tired.
so sway we had to dance family dance up on the specs after two weeks!
really darn throw face.
and i was like laughing all the way cos we dunno how to dance and we ARE suppose to lead?
how wonderful. that a pity we din create a havoc there. :D
cyn! i was really shocked my the courtesy lion on my desk this morning! i thought you were jus joking about bringing one for me! haha! anyhow thanks! i have been admiring it the entire day cos haha its really amusing. and its head is SO heavy! cannot bvalance well (: hilarious! cos the soft toy jus cun get outta my mind. heh heh!
anyhow anyhow, cny eve toms.
ang paos collection tom's toms.
heh heh!
but im lazy to go school rot toms!
but for the sake of handing in my work :/



9:02 PM

Sunday, February 06, 2005

+ maybe not anymore +

oh wells.
i have no voice.
i cant talk.
so i shall vent everything here since im rotting and i cant talk to anyone or i'll sound like im squeaking.
so many people's saying im not myself.
haha!
maybe.
i dunno also.
BUT i dun think so la.
my dad : girl ar. i think you're so not right.
me : ermm..not right as in? ( did he think i dropped a screw of mine? )
dad: you've become so quiet at home.
dad: so lazy and dead too.
and he was telling me those things when i lost my voice?!
so how am i suppose to answer him?
so i jus looked at him and he was like,
dad: see! you dun even answer me.
hmm.
oh wells.

my dad's taking so ever long consideration to get me a new phone.
hmph!
bias bias!
blehs :P

deleted almost everything in my phone.
other than contacts and some lil msgs.
it feels light and less stress now i suppose?
not slow anymore.
:)

my brother left to go shopping for his clothes with his friends.
cos he's slow!
he haven bought anything yet!
im sick of shopping already.
my dad give me the money to shop but i just keep them.
i dun really spend.
and i dun want to! haha!
so wad's the point.
but im still lacking a hand bag,hmmm..wad else?

i dread cny.
me and my ever short fringe.
i look so like i just took a bowl and cut my hair with the measurements?
wierd wierd!
but just the sake of ang paos.
:/

after cny is vday.
ccs is holding up a booth for balloons. and you can write messages to the person you wanna give the ballon to inside the balloon. for anyone everyone, those interested.
free delivery.
sweet :D



3:00 PM

Friday, February 04, 2005

+ weak +

just got home.
feeling darn horrid now.
fever, flu and sore throat all coming up.
just let me die! gees!
i love bitching session at the macs! wee!
more soon pls :)
anyhow, went ps with alicia after huahui, after our dinner cum bitching session at macs.
bought a pink shirt.
wee~
okey. i noe its pink AGAIN! but i dun care!
haha!


10:48 PM

Thursday, February 03, 2005

+ bouncing off the ceiling +

went to cut my hair!
yeah!
but its not much of a difference la.
just that the back is thinner which makes my face looks bigger?
and my fringe shorter.
yep!
terrible sore throat and runny nose.
aiyur!
morning jog toms.
i dread it.
im so gonna run like a walking whistle with breathing difficulties.
:/


9:59 PM

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

+ you let me down the way you lifeted me up+

pe today. dumb things happened.
lessons as usual.
i think i love wednesday most cos i dun have to see tt goldfish zhang! blehs!
saw my english mentor teacher. she's going to occupy my thursday after cny. like thankew!
so after cny my life is gonna be like:
mon- math
tues- cca
wed- chem
thurs- english
friday- cca
thankew! i have no more life!
bad sore throat now. don't even feel like talking for million years. grrr!





`wadever


11:00 PM

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

+ avoided +

had been pretty quiet in class today.
not in any mood for anything so i just sat around, shuttup and listen.
ss test is a cheater! i din have time to finish the paper! blehs!
got back amath and emath paper.
amath-17/40 emath-21/30
wad sucky results eh!
whatever!
then during chinese, zhang accused me of not listening in class and asked me to stand up to read the passage. im like already so not in the mood and she's forever picking on me. and i wasnt doing any other thing. i just merely din open my textbook and was reading through my diary. i din make any noise to disturb you have your lesson lor! eeyur!
mass cca afterthat.watched the levels performance and was a little brightened up. then came ours and i thought ours is gonna be so plain. but it was funny in the end i thought. whole huahui sang with us. nice!had fried food then and left for home. was super tired.

toms have pe.
and i so have no intention to take it.
cos he cant teach!
i rather he let us play games aside alone. then to be like cheering?!
hmm..shall see what happens toms.
secfour is only about mugging.
i thank my life for being like that.
hurhur!
blehs.


11:00 PM