Friday, December 31, 2004

+ eternity seems so far+

1. The day that you hate the most?
- wednesday.cos its in the middle of the whole week! haha!

2. Who do you hate the most?
- why hate so much and make life so tiring?!

3. Who do you love the most?
- youu

4. Everyday u....
- wakeup, go toilet and wash up and get to school..blah blah blah blah..

5. If a girl/guy that you did know, approach u and give you a kiss..what will u do?
- i'll go total red and look at the person with shock.

6. The things that you hate to do?
- when there's nothing for me to do.

7. The things that you love to do?
- laugh at my own jokes.

8. Fav place to hang out?
- anywhere.

9. If a person whom u did not know and claim that he/she knows u, u asks him about urself (like your name, address, father, mother) and he/she answers perfectly, what would u do?
- i'll give the person a hug and say " liar! how can you noe me better than myself?! "

10. If ur teacher assign u too many homework and u have to pass it up tommorow, what would u do?
- i give up on it and just say i forgot to bring the next day.

11. If you're caught for doing something bad, would you run away?
- no no.. duh!

12. You are a superhero, u have a choice either to save ur family, friends and relatives or to save our principal. Who would u rather save?
- none. i'll die with them :)

13. If u were invited to a fancy dinner and u have to bring only one person to tag along, who would u rather bring?
- i don't mind going alone.as long as i have my phone.

14. When someone broke your heart, what would you do?
- self-abuse? nah..hmm..go to the airport! :)

15. For all, If you had 3 wishes, what would you wish for?
- i will wish for more wish! im greedy! :D

16. If 3 of the wishes come true, you....
- will be wishing day and night.

17. You are taking bursary tonight, when u receive a call that ur steady is at the hospital, u....
- speed down to the hospital. cos if i don't take it personally, they'll mail it to me right? haha.

18. Taken a bursary before?
- nope! im not a smart kid :/

19. The things that your mom won't allow you to do...
- anything that displeases her for that moment?

20. You do not want to go into this place, but you have to go......
what would you do?
- fine. i go. im nice :)

21. Cry before? (Not during the times when your mother give birth)
- yeap!

22. Hate yourself?
- yeap. when i don't understand what i myself want.im troublesome! haha.




2:54 PM

Thursday, December 30, 2004

+the scars to show i lived through it.+

went back to school for spring cleaning.
since 730-930. waking up for just that pathetic 2 hrs of cleaning up? hur..
saw my new class. total green! like how pretty isit? gees..and its the only sec4 class in the sec3 level..beside the toilet..haha..then everyone will be walking towards our class direction to do their nature call..haha..and the PEE can not have our PEE BREAK anymore. :/
then stayed back in school to do chinese project with alicia.but she was so tired that she fell asleep in the library leaving me alone to stone.haha.then i went to wake her up and we started playing games and was kind of high..haha..then the library auntie so fierce la pls! she stare at us till her eyes are gonna pop out! but no one's studying wad! stare wad stare! i noe my eyes not big la..bleh! evil auntie :P
then decided to stop rotting in the library since its so constrained.cant talk as we like cos we're suppose to shhhss..so we went to the canteen to rot instead.then we talked and comes darling and tammy.poor girls.going everywhere for stuff..hmm..waited for fel adn weilin to end band then we went macs to eat again..haha! we're like eating and eating.gonna become a pig liaos.or i am already..haha..then myra yi and min came to macs too..then fel me alicia was talking and laughing about our lil discussions..haha.
sat till 5 then went back cos im a tired lil pig! gees..haha..and our project is still not done..opps! :X


9:33 PM

Monday, December 27, 2004

TAKING ME OVER

You don't remember me, but I remember you.
I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you.
But who can decide what they dream?
And dream I do.

I believe in you.
I'll give up everything just to find you.
I have to be with you to live, to breath...
You're taking over me.

Can you know what I know and all we have.
You saw me mourning my love for you and touched my hand.
I knew you loved me then.

I believe in you.
I'll give up everything just to find you.
I have to be with you to live, to breath...
You're taking over me.

I look in the mirror and see your face, if I look deep enough.
So many things inside that just frighten you are taking over.

I believe in you.
I'll give up everything just to find you.
I have to be with you to live, to breath...
You're taking over me.

I believe in you.
I'll give up everything just to find you.
I have to be with you to live, to breath...
You're taking over me.

(taking over me)
You're taking over me
(taking over me)
Taking over me

AFRAID TO SLEEP

We slept in this room together but now you're gone
And it's so quiet I turn the tv on
We lived in this room together we painted the walls
Now time doesn't stand still
It crawls

And I'm afraid to sleep
Cuz if I do I dream of you
And dreams are always deep
On the pillow where I weep

I never realized how much I was in love with you
Until you started sleeping with someone new
Last night I dreamed again and you were there
You kissed my face you touched my hair

And I'm afraid to sleep
Cuz if I do I dream of you
And dreams are always deep
On the pillow where I weep

Lying alone in the darkness with a memory in my head
Theres a big hole where my heart is
And a lonely feeling rollin' round my bed

And I'm afraid to sleep
Cuz if I do I dream of you
I'm afraid to sleep
Cuz if I do I dream of you
And dreams are always deep
On the pillow where I weep
On the pillow where I weep

I'm afraid to sleep.




1:15 PM

went bugis with alicia earlier on the day.
got my bag and we bought the same slippers!:D
went around trying clothes but i kept insisting on trying dresses cos im into them recently but i haven got any yet.and i love that black one i tried on! haha.
then went lunch at macs la.but alicia and i talked and laugh so much! i so miss her during this hols! gees! and alicia..you prediction is not accurate one! muhahaha! tanning this tuesday! we must get dark no matter wad before school starts.haha..or at least be a lobster! yeay!
we are the lil ego, hyper girls of the day! we made the shopkeeper's day and each of our day!
love you alicia! wee~


1:12 AM

Saturday, December 25, 2004

went for countdown last night.
was kind of fun..
went kbox to sing but i still cant find my bag! :(
anyhow yep, we only got 2 cans cos i left the other 3 with my brother and we cun find him.was walking around between taka and wisma and was sprayed to hell! haha. cyn ar..tsktsk..haha! anyhow i love my pl of the century! wee! pinkie babe la ba youu :)

merry christmas everyone :)

off to party and then wedding dinner at the night! gees! getting married on christmas. better not stick stamp and get married to santa! hoho! haha :D


12:18 PM

Friday, December 24, 2004

my lame christmas wish:

dear santa,
i've been a good lil girl for the past 15 years of my life. please be nice and grant my following wish cos i think you'll be that nice to. but its only i THINK! so you don't have to think to much as well. :D
-my two front teeth (pls change your occupation for the time being)
-i want a thick black framed specs/contacts
-my bag!
-oh yea! im a greedy kid. can i wish that you grant me my wish of having the " never-ending term of wishes" ? so when i think about what i want even after christmas i still will get them?
well santa, i shall be nice. i shall make a wish on behalf of you.
-stay chubby! muhahaha! :)

well, im bored.
off-



10:10 AM

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

Destiny

searching for my destiny
not knowing where to look
searching all over the world
pointless, without a system

Where is my destiny?
Where and what is my destiny?
You will always know
that I'm looking for it with you

(chorus)
Is it in the sky?
Under the sea or on the ground?
In a wood or in the deserts?
On a mountain or in a valley?

Together we will find our destiny
Together we will search
All those years, looking
All those years, pointless

Why do I say it was pointless
Looking for it with you
I will give you the reason
My destiny...is you...


9:32 AM

9:26 AM

Friday, December 17, 2004

wo ai ni

cong ni yan jing kan zhe zi ji
zui xing fu de dao yin
wo zai shou xin de mo qi
shi ming tian de zhi yin
wu lun shi yuan jin
shen me shi ji
zai tian tang yong bao
huo huang ye liu li
wo ai ni wo gan qu
wei zhi de ren he ming yun
wo ai ni wo yuan yi
zhun ni lai bao hu di jue ding
shi jie bian jing
o e wo zhen de bu dong ni
you you shui zhen dong zi ji
wang wang liang ge ren duo qing mi
shi tou guo shang hai lai zheng ming
xiang jiao lu bu an wo jiu ren xing
pa xie lou ni pa
suo yi ni sheng qi
wo ai ni rang wo ting
ni de pi bei he kong ju
wo ai ni wo xiang qing
ni jue jiang dao ju xian de xing
wo cheng qi suo you ai
wei cheng feng yu de jin di
dang feng kuang hao yu
xiang rang ni chuan kou qi
bei ge puo de xin xing
xu yao shi jian quan yu
meng xiang chan zhe hua yi
wei lai kan bu qing
jiu jing jing de yong bao
qu chuan di neng liang he yong qi
wo ai ni
wo ai ni wo xiang qu
wei zhi de ren he ming yun
wo ai ni rang wo ting
ni de pi bei he kong ju
wo ai ni wo xiang qin
ni de jue qiang dao ji xian de xing
na li dou yi qi qu
yi qi yang wang xin xin
yi qi zhou chu seng lin
yi qi pin chang hui yi
yi qi wu hui du ji
yi qi yu guo tian qing
yi gi geng dong zi ji
yi qi zhao dao yi yi
wo ai ni
wo bu yao mei you ni
wo bu neng mei you ni
jue bu neng mei you ni

nothing better to do.was searching for lyrics and it came out all chinese.and so i cant post it.so i typed it out! gee! i think my chinese improved! hoho :D


5:10 PM

Thursday, December 16, 2004

it jus doesn't work out :(
anyhows,im back.
with tons of boring rubbish..gees..its not fun at all..staying there for a night simply means free blood donation to the mosquitos there..eeyuurr! itchy itchy!

everyone's born to get cheated or to cheat.
we're also born to love and to be loved.
its either we cheat to love or to be loved and cheated.

i thought nothing mattered as long as...
but i was so wrong.
when somethings go;it just never comes back.
hmm..wad the hell am i talking.. :/


5:57 PM

Monday, December 13, 2004

im so engrossd in nail art recently..
anyone wanna do it..
get your own polish and stuff..
BUT,
but you can date me out..i wun mind helping to try out to do for you guys..haha!
:D


8:29 PM

Destiny's Child
Show Me The Way
I wanna know
If I could get to know you
So many things baby
I can't wait to show you
I don't know
If you feel the same as I do
Give me a sign baby
Show me what to do

Can I be all you need
Can I be your everything
Baby the time is now
If you just show me how

Chorus: Show me the way to love you
Every night and every day
I'm thinkin' of you
All I need is just a chance
To love you
Show me the way baby
Show me the way the way

What would it take
For us to get together
I wanna know
Would you stay with me forever
Give me the chance
I know I can make you love me
Just say the word baby
Let me make you see

Can I be all you need
Can I be your everything
Baby the time is now
If you just show me how

Chorus

Show me the way
What would it take
For me to love you
Every night every day
I want you to know
I'm thinkin' of you

Chorus


12:05 PM

Sunday, December 12, 2004

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3:53 PM

You Are the Girl Next Door! You're caring, warm, and the girl that nice guys want to marry.Uncomplicated and simple, you've got an easy going attitude guys love.But this doesn't mean you're dull - far from it!You're a great conversationalist, and you're an expert at living the good life. What Kind of Girl Are You? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

3:33 PM

okey! im finally here to blog instead of posting song lyrics..haha..
yep..
feeling neutral today..
went out and got a skirt..but i still can't find my bag! and i saw this pretty piglet toy!was playing like a lil kid there like nobody's business..haha..and someone was like holding a big bouquet of sunflowers in front of my face la! gee!..haha..anyhow..christmas is coming! yeay!
:D
yep..anyhow..yea..was going everywhere..walking till my legs can just break.. haha..

sleepless nights that i dread
now became a time when i hoped to hurry go to.
an aimless mind of thoughts
now filled with hopes and wonders.
all because..
a once uncoloured life
was brightened up the day youu entered.
((:



1:55 AM

Friday, December 10, 2004

Britney Spears
Everytime

Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong?
Why carry on without me?

Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry

Ohhhh

At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

After all...
After all...


5:07 PM

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

Never Had A Dream Come True

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you know

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memoryI've lost all sense of time
And so my road can never be cos yesterday is all that fills mymind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on

You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
Yes you will, say you will, you know you will
Oh baby, you'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
There's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say (words to say)
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
A part of me will always be with you


1:25 PM

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

woke up pretty early to send li lao shi off..
met up with last year camp mates and they changed much! prettier (:
send him off together with his group students and they are pretty funny and nice bunch of people (:
went to see aeroplane for awhile but it had been blocked cos there's some renovations going on.. :/
then we went to burger king and sat there and talked..gees! they are funny!
then went back together and im the first to get home cos i live there the nearest..haha..
i miss li lao shi, last year group 5 peeps and this year group2 peeps! gees! -teddy huggs-


5:10 PM

Monday, December 06, 2004

bill time!
haha..my bill burst again..but this month one seems worst and my dad's pretty angry..opps! haha..but i din use so much wad..did i ?-wonders-


9:07 PM

i realised..
im worth just a _______.


8:10 PM

Saturday, December 04, 2004

just got home after hui bao!
for the past week we have been for xi ju ying.
was a nice one this year!
i love group 2 people!
group 2 won a few prizes..
and our side got the jui jia mo qi zu he prize..
haha!
cool cool (:
nice day at xi ju ying today though i was damn shagged already..
was interviewed by this student reporter..
performed and the audience actually followed me to say the lines! haha! so cute!
then we had our machi dance!
and prize giving..
so wanna go again next year! hoho..


11:02 PM

There you sit
smiling
And it's you I watch
wanting
But you don't even know
What it is you do to me
So I keep on watching
and wanting
as I bleed
Every time I look at you
Every time I talk to you
Every time I smell you
My heart continues
melting
And I am foreverdreaming
Whenever you pass me by
Whenever you catch my eye
I feel like I want to cry
Because of what it is you do to me
Your eyesgleaming
And your lipspleading
And your handsexploring
While my heart remains
bleeding
Every time you look at me
I wonder what it is you see
Every time you talk to me
And I hear that beautiful voice
My knees get weak
My stomach flutters
My chest collapses
My neck hairs tingle
And I stop breathing
Just in that moment in time
When you do what it is you do to me
As I sit here
yearningI imagine you
sleeping
And I want to hold you endlessly
Forever in my arms for eternity
I'll continue
dreaming
As long as you are
living
breathing
being (:


12:21 AM

Friday, December 03, 2004

when we choose to love,
we're agreeing to getting hurt.
so its a point to say,
better not fall in love.
but who cares!
i got youu!
i choose to love (:


11:49 PM