Tuesday, November 30, 2004
what a girl wants ((:
What a girl wants, what a girl needs (2x)
I wanna thank you for giving me time to breathe
Like a rock, you waited so patiently, while I got it together,
While I figured it out.
I only looked, but I never touched
'Cause in my heart was a picture of us;
Holding hands, making plans.
And lucky for me, you understand.
Chorus:
What a girl wants, what a girl needs;
Whatever makes me happy and sets you free...
And I'm thanking you for knowing exactly...
What a girl wants, what a girl needs;
Whatever keeps me in your arms;
And I'm thanking you for giving it to me.
(What I want is what you got
And what you got is what I want)
There was a time I was blind I was so confused
Ran away just to hide it all from you
But baby you knew me better, than I knew myself.
They say, "If you love something, let it go...
If it comes back, it's yours; that's how you know.
"It's for keeps, yeah, it's for sure;
And you're ready and willing to give me more.
Chorus
What a girl wants, what a girl needs
Somebody sensitive,courageous, sense of cool like you babe
What a girl wants, what a girl needs
Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh oh yeah!
What a girl wants, what a girl needs
You let a girl know how much you care about her I swear
you're the one who always knewwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!
you knew, you knew, you knew, you knew
And I'm thanking you
For being there for me
What a girl wants, what a girl needs;
Whatever keeps me in your arms;
Whatever keeps me in your arms is what I need
Chorus (2x)
9:01 PM
Monday, November 29, 2004
follow wad your heart tells you to.but wad if my mind tells me not to?
okey! im in a sicko mood! haha! :/
im tired!
can i have something to cling on?
getting down my inspirations to write something.
but it just doesnt come out! gees!
drama camp is fun! this year we get to know others faster than last year. in just the first lesson we know quite many people already! cool cool (:
10:39 PM
Sunday, November 28, 2004
ill be your hope
ill be your love
ill be everything you need.
11:28 PM
Friday, November 26, 2004
For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
9:52 PM
dunno wad to blog here.
but,
so sorry..
:/
9:10 PM
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
What youu feel is what youu are
And what youu are is beautiful
i dont ever wanna say goodbye
cos i wanna live my life with youu.
job shadowing's boring today!
totally i mean!
went to the office on time and thought we could start work soon.but we waited and waited and the guy just doesnt seem to come anywhere how! so well, we thought he was gonna be late again so we decided to do the calling ups. but was like till lunch time and he still did not appear! then this guy called lawrance told us he was sick so he din come for work today.therefore,we're like free day?! can continue from where we stop.we were like okey! so are we gonna do that for the entire day? then went for lunch. spagetti! hoho! and had no life there and went back again.was so damn cold there.freezing like nobody's business and i think he passed me his cough! gees! three of us were like stoning, play tic-tac-toe and crap! my god!
finally till like 5 and we asked to leave already.was raining and we ran in the rain.hoho.
for no reason was like mood swing i think in the train.seemed to be pissed with everyone i see.gees!i finally have my mood swing! :D
7:34 PM
Monday, November 22, 2004
went for job shadowing today.
first day of work.
thought we were late cos it says start at 9 and we reached there like 10 minutes late? quite worried that we might give them a bad impression or something. but wells la.they start work super late toos! and we are still counted super early.but the people there seemed fierce at first.and they were like what are we doing there early in the morning.and we told them for job shadowing under some person and she told us that the person had left the company already! oh wells la.shocked.but they later told us that there's another guy who will be taking us but he's coming late so we could like go walk around first? but pls!its in the cbd!what's there to walk?so we simply rotted till 11 plus and went back again then there came the guy.he's quite funny la and he brought us to a lil room and told us alot of things about himself and what's management.like wows.im very the interested mans!haha.but we still did learn somethings la.then he brought us to a road show on yoga.and he was explaining how it was one method of advertising blah blah.pretty cool.hoho.
sweetest lunch ever! nice nice!:D
then after lunch,had to go back and we were assigned new things to do! we are told to like draw up a table and questions of what we can ask on the survey on company's sales and marketing.then we get to call up companies and ask them if they are willing to do survey with us! hoho!cool cool! :)
8:30 PM
Sunday, November 21, 2004
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
[chorus]
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
2:25 PM
i jus love my grandma so much.hoho!
was at her house last night and stayed over there.and we dunno wad to talk cos i dunno how to speak teochew.and she was like trying to speak to me and i was like huh??!!
and we're like almost translating all the unknown language to actions and she was sooo cute! :D
then she fed me with chocolates and sweets and many tibits!
but im quite abused!cos my cousin were playing and they beat me! cos they were like hitting each other and i told them dun play so violently and i ended up being the victim la.hmm..
woke up really early today at the wierdest time..and took train with my grandma cos she was going to redhill to visit her old friend.and on the train she was like swinging her legs cos it cun touch the ground.haha.then we tried talking on the train but we just cun really make it la and we cun like use actions to communicate cos we're like in the train! so embarrassing..then we just kind of kept quiet.haha.but she's just so lovable! :D
11:00 AM
Saturday, November 20, 2004
going my ah ma house to stay overnight tonight.and its like hoho! i have to travel all the way to chua chu kang myself!
just me and her. i look at her and she look at me! haha! cant really imagine. espeically when i dun understand dialects so how am i gonna communicate with her? hmm..gees..wonders! haha..
and im gonna miss my com for the night! and gonna be a guai kid there to sleep early and wake up early and get home toms! haha..but my ah ma is cute! i dun mind! haha..cos when she sees me and knows i dunno how to communicate with her,she'll start feeding me like a lil pig! hoho! :D
12:59 PM
Friday, November 19, 2004
just got back from school.
my dad la! said that he would come collect the report book with me and ended up coming to school to pick me up at 9!by that time everyone was gone all quiet already!haha! got to talk to so many teachers and they told me to work hard!haha! i will :)
and yea..went around the school cos my dad took so long to come.stroll around the classes and everywhere i can walk to waste my time away.and my dad finally called me and said he's outside and i walked out.
dad: so wad your teacher say?
me: oh..im a good student. don't worry!
dad: are you promoted?
me: durh!haha.you din expect it right?
dad: of course la.you did not take so many papers..
me: but too bad!i did!cos im a good student.i passed at least 3 papers when i only took 4.and my conduct was VERY GOOD okey!so how are you gonna reward me for being so guai?
dad: you ar..guai?are you sure?!err..so have you had your dinner?
me: (always change topic when i ask for something!) no lar..you so late!
i was waiting for him for my dinner! and he came to pick me up so late! and im soo hungry until i dun have the appitite to eat anymore.which meant..haha!i survived through today with my macs for my breakfast cum lunch and water today! haha..so he send me back and went out again cos his friends met him up at some place.
rotting..haha! :D
9:51 PM
went for ge ce meeting today.
and i was late.cos i wanted to reach like 9 plus and either go find the teacher or go buy twine.but i reached like 9 plus gonna 10 and nothing's ready.haha.so yingshi went out with me to get twine and met jiam halfway and she helped us buy twine.haha.but we still wnet back to buy macs for breakfast and saw pan.and she's like hey its gonna 10.where are you all still going.haha.buy breakfast for the hungry fella here!!wuhoo!haha..
when we're back in school went to the resource room to start printing.but she was checking at the songs lyrics and she took 3 songs away:/ and she's like cannot have all the ai ai ai words everywhere.and she was telling us why cannot blah blah..heh heh..interesting..hurhur! :p
and she!confuse me with the way the paper should be put.and keep nagging at me and say i very sha la..like pls!is you confuse me!;p
then finally finished printing.and i finally can have my breakfast?or lunch? haha..but by then i dun really have the appitite liaos..haha..but i still ate a lil la..haha..but its soft liaos..haha..
and ge ce is done! cheers!
now waiting for camp! hoho!
but im having job shadowing on monday!i must report to IMS Asia at 61 Robinson Rd, #17-00 Robinson Centre at 9am on 22 Nov, Monday. which means.....i cannot go for rehersal :(
5:27 PM
Thursday, November 18, 2004
finally got those wax on my hair off! feeling so much better after a bath.
went for camp meeting today.was so tired cos i only had 2 hours of sleep.then after the meeting all of us walked out of the school together.took same bus as cyn.then she got off and i was left alone.so many things flashed through my mind.felt that i was so silly and dumb to __________________________________________________________. gees!:(
maybe i might be too naive and gullible at times.
what's going onwith me! blehs! :/
maybe being alone might not be a good thing.
i need someone to pull me out from eveything! its really exhausting and i cant take it!but..... forget it!-sigh-
toms have ge ce meeting.at 10. which meant that i might not get my 13hrs of sleep again! hurhur.how nice.don't even think i can make it to bed with so many things lingering my lil brain.grrr! :p
9:02 PM
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
just got back from school.
went back to school to collect the front cover page of camp booklet for ruyan.
as in that was my main concern.after that,hah! nothing in mind.
but after getting it from her, saw triplet and hanneh.they were doing some work i guess. so went over to disturb them since its not practical for me to just come all the way from kembangan to ang mo kio for the sake of a piece of paper.its like hurhur! travelling half of singapore. so yep. sat down and we started discussing some things and there comes weilin and fel toos! haha.had orange bowl for lunch and then weilin had mep so she left and triplet walked me out and went back to lunch with loulou.heh heh!
camp's coming soon!ive packed my bag already.haha.was that fast?haha.counting down for it:D
my mum has been bugging me for days to pack my place.
mum: i tell you so many times already.go pack your place. like pig sty likethat.
me: for wad?one whole big chunk at least i noe my things are there.when i need them i can slowly go dig them one by one out wad.
mum: you think when its something urgent you still have time go slowly dig for it ar.
me: then dun find it la.anyhows its hols! wad do i need those chunks of paper for?
mum: aiyoh! why you so lazy!go pack your place la.its so messy and it looks damn irritating.
me: then don't go see la.
im lazy la.but so what?haha!blehs! :P
6:06 PM
Sunday, November 14, 2004
yeah!my hugs! 2525! haha! my darling number oh well two pretty 25! :D
went out at the evening.
my dad came to pick me up.
and in the car he asked me..do you noe today's mummy's birthday?
me: omg! are you sure? dun lie to me okey!
dad: i lie to you for wad?you're not a lil kid, lie to you also not fun wad.
me: then how?
dad: we go eat eat?then you can sneak out and buy something for mummy.
me: huh! okey!
but when my mum came up the car and she asked where we should settle down for dinner..then my dad was like some place lor..and my mum was like: dun celebrate my birthday today okey? i don't want it today! wait till your brother come back from vietnam then say.
me: oh wells.how did she know? hah!
but the folks went shopping for rings and earrings at any jewellery shop they can ever see.and i was bloody hell dead bored! so i went round to see other shops.and i saw another skirt that im interested!its black again! heh heh! but im kind of mixed up la..i dunwanna buy and regret it again!so hoho!shall keep thinking abt whether to get it tonight! haha..
and so i went back to the shop.my god! my first time i see my dad so interested in diamonds too?! hmm..maybe its gonna be a new trend or something that diamond's aren't only gonna be women's best friend? haha..wells..shall see! hoho! :D
11:51 PM
Saturday, November 13, 2004
my convo with weilin! edited it..but it was a funny one :D
weilin! you so cute!
:D
haha..nobody's gonna understand wad the hell we're talking abt! so fun!:))
11:53 PM
went to jack's place to eat.
and the steak my dad ordered seemed gross.heh heh!
bought a pair of earrings and a black skirt.
but now..i dun really like the skirt anymore..oh no!
haha..guess im always that fickle minded :/
haha :D
10:29 PM
slept till very late this afternoon.
and woke up and start arranging the things for ge ce and started cutting and pasting and drawing. haha. so its kind of done. only some page missing which after collecting it back, it's complete! cheers :D
wanted to get the skirt that ive wanted today. but im lazy :/ and my legs are aching. heh heh!
shall go run again later :D
4:29 PM
Friday, November 12, 2004
went for a jog just now.
and i just kept running and running and running for half hour.
feels cool.
it kept everything out of my mind.
but now my leg's kind of aching.
haha! :D
but at least, the wind blew my troubles away for the time being:)
8:45 PM
went back for math lesson today.
was really tired.
haven been able to sleep well these few days.
kept dreaming of being chased by eeyur! insects!
and i saw this really huge cockroach just now back in the school canteen toilet! gross :p
Invisible
What are
you doing tonight
I wish I could be a
fly on
your wall
Are
you really alone
Still in
your dreams
Why can't I bring
you into my life
What would it take to make
you see that I'm alive
[Chorus ]
If I was invisible
Then I could just watch
you in
your room
If I was invisible
I'd make
you mine tonight
If
hearts were unbreakable
Then I can just tell
you where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible
(Wait..I already am)
I saw
your face in the crowd
I called out
your name
You don't hear a sound
I keep tracing
your steps
Each move that
you make
Wish I could be what goes through
your mind
Wish
you could touch me with the
colors of
your life
[Chorus ]
If I was invisible
Then I could just watch
you in
your room
If I was invisible
I'd make
you mine tonight
If
hearts were unbreakable
Then I can just tell
you where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible
(Wait..I already am)
I reach out
But
you don't even see me
Even when I'm screaming
Baby,
you don't hear me
I am nothing without
you
Just a shadow passing through...
[ Repeat Chorus ]
5:35 PM
Thursday, November 11, 2004
just got home.
kind of burnt a hole in my pocket.
but shopping is fun!haha!
bought a white and pink billabong wallet.
nail polishes..
and i just cun find the nike shoe i wanted!so i settled down on the converse grey pink one.
:D
8:46 PM
went to see the deevapali just now.
think its pretty cool.
and i saw a
pink costume! pretty! :D
am kind of pissed.
what does she want from me?
bleh!
im not gonna care about it.go ahead and do wad you want.im determined.im not gonna be affected by you for this time! :p
1:56 AM
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
went back to school for 4 hour of maths lesson!
was so tired that i almost fell asleep while working the sums.
quite a number din turn up and mrs yeo called them up and talked to their parents.
friday's another math lesson! 0745 to be in class? sigh..
but..yeo is so cute :D
went to cut my hair!
at first i just said trim those fuzzy ends.
but it turn out she cut one inch away!
but who cares.it doesnt seem to have much difference also.haha.
hope i still look like my triplets :)
and.my testi's are back!im so happy :D
everything's wierd.
having this half hearted feeling. :/
7:00 PM
Monday, November 08, 2004
ll* living in somebody else's shadow ; balancing on the mental state equilibrium ; unstable :/
went to send my brother off early this morning at 6.
had only 5 hour plus of sleep and rushed to the airport.
but i saw the nominated xiao cao of ngee ann!
he look so much better in real then on the tv :D
then rush to school after breakfast for ge ce meeting at 1030.
was so tired that i almost fell asleep on the way.
din really do much.
but hope the proposals would be agreed and we can start pasting and photocopying soon.
then huahui meeting about the camp things.
and our level meeting for chuan tong and ye you.
got roughly our lines and the stations and went to trail the walk.
was so long! and the weather's so humid.felt like a total baked potato.
so hot and tired.wasn't in any mood.so just went round and din say much.
having gastric now.blehs.this is bad! :(
8:25 PM
Sunday, November 07, 2004
my mum's bias and my brother's a idiot!
cant my brother just hurry get lost to vietnam to do his so called volunteery work and get out of my sight? real ass man! but before he go help the people there,make sure he gets his attitude right.blehs!
8:33 PM
Saturday, November 06, 2004
had ge ce meeting at macs today.
then went back to school for open house.
damn the weather was so hot.
and i felt molested by..ahaha!
was quite fun trying to get people to come to the huahui booth.
and some parents even said she was prouda sn performance! :D
then went back.and saw that eeyur person!
i really hate to hate people but somebody just gets on my nerves to make me hate.some thick skin person just thinks that everyone on the earth is all out to stalk her.like hello.get on with life.you dun own all transports.stop dreaming and be so self-indulged.like how old are you already.wake up mans!childish fella.im not as childish as you.
then met my parents at my huse mrt there to go bugis buy things cos my brother's going vietnam with his school to help the people there.so they have to get some singapore stuff to present as a gift to the kids there.so we went walking everywhere and see see.he got many things.and i was like following everywhere they go.bloody hell hot in three layers can.and they were walking so fast.ah nia leg short la..
11:13 PM
Thursday, November 04, 2004
I don't mind spending everyday
out on your corner in the pouring rain
look for the girl with the broken smile
ask her if she wants to stay a while
and she will be loved
will be loved.
9:15 PM
Falling Into You
And in your eyes I see ribbons of colour
I see us inside of each other
I feel my unconscious merge with yours
And I hear a voice say, "What's his is hers"
I'm falling into you
This dream could come true
And it feels so good falling into you
I was afraid to let you in here
Now I have learned love can't be made in fear
The walls begin to tumble down
And I can't even see the ground
I'm falling into you
This dream could come true
And it feels so good falling into you
Falling like a leaf, falling like a star
Finding a belief, falling where you are
Catch me, don't let me drop!
Love me, don't ever stop!
So close your eyes and let me kiss you
And while you sleep I will miss you
I'm falling into you
This dream could come true
And it feels so good falling into you
Falling like a leaf, falling like a star
Finding a belief, falling where you are
Falling into you
Falling into you
Falling into you
9:00 PM
Can't Help Falling In Love
Wise men say only fools rush in
But I can't help falling in love with you
Shall I stay
Would it be a sin
If I can't help falling in love with you
Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be
Take my hand, take my whole life too
For I can't help falling in love with you
Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be
Take my hand, take my whole life too
For I can't help falling in love with you
For I can't help falling in love with you
8:51 PM
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
if im ever afraid
who will there be.
if i ever make a mistake
who will correct me.
if i ever build a fire
who'd watch the flames for me.
haha..
too bored to be bored :)
had ss today.
and ms low screamed at the whole 3 classes. first time i ever seen her that angry cos we're talking and talking and talking.and it was really scary! but she was kind of funny later cos she kept spelling wrongly the words and she din realise i guess. and her discussions with us abt the chapters was so cute! :D
toms lesson starting at 1030.maybe i can have macs breakfast again!haha!
and mrs yeo too! funny!i really hope she goes up along with us next year! :)
went to kk and see my mum.she had an op.and she's feeling better alrdy! cheers!:)
and..i can take that thick bandage off my foot toms! yeah!haha.and i dun have to really limp that much anymore cos it's not hurting really that much anymore!hehe..
9:43 PM
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
today's just mostly copying and copying and copying.
hmm..
and that talk!that made me late for meeting!simply so dumb!its all just about projects and speeches when school reopens next year.and it have to be about hong lou meng and stuff like that.like wad!i have limited chinese la.blehs :p
soaking my leg now.its so fun and comfy :D
hope it gets better toms.so i can catch up with others when they walk.haha!:)
7:15 PM
