Saturday, August 28, 2004
thinking too much to handle..but i dunwanna give [u] up..
went to watch the xiaopin thing today..
only 1 school performed and the rest were scripts taken and acted by the drama pple in the theatre..
was almost late..
but we still made it on time..
i love the neos alicia and i took..
wee~*
the performance..
it was pretty okey..
and ai lao shi was so funny i tell you..
was rushing everywhere today..
drained..
tired..
-sigh-
this world is never meant for me to fit in:/
11:15 PM
Friday, August 27, 2004
had a tired day mans..
had pe today..
played softball..
was fun..swooping groups here and there..
yaya group rocks!!
haha..
got back chinese..
damn screwed..
got 39..wad the hell lars..
and feel so cheated cos the teachers din tell us this test include outside ke..
shit mans..
mark chay came to our school today..
their song was nice..
wee~*
haha..
im an average girl living in this world too complicated for me:/
10:30 PM
Thursday, August 26, 2004
wo suo shuo de mei yi ju hua dou fa zi nei xin..
shi wo de zhen xin hua..
ni zhi dao ma?
was feeling so hot in the ava..as in internally..
gonna fall sick soon mans..
but huahui was fun mans..
had chinese test today.
cant stand it..
was so tired tt i cun be bothered to check the paper and fell aslp..
im tired..
with two huge panda-ish eye bags..
haha..
but..
im an overall happie girl..
always keeping flushes:)
hahaha..
today's my brother's birthday..and i actually forgot..
opps..
haha..
shall sing him a birthday song here:
happy birthday to u
happy birthday to u
happy birthday to u
happy birthday to u:)
9:58 PM
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
wo jiu shi xi huan ni..
dan..
ni ne?
suan le..
bu shuo le..
:(
watched the channel 8 9o'clock show jus now..
sudd run down by emotions tt i cried?
haha..
id rather live in the dark with u beside me than to lose u in the brightness..
:/
10:10 PM
Monday, August 23, 2004
yuan lai..
xi huan yi ge ren ke yi shi yi jian hen mei li de shi ye ke yi shi yi ge hen nan shou de shi..
ke shi wo jiu shi wu fa bu qu xiang ni:/
wo de xiao rong dou shi zhuang chu lai de..
wo xiang zhe xie ni dou kan bu dao,bu zhi dao..
eng wei, zai ni xing li,
wo shi duo yu de.
hao nan shuo..
hao lei hao lei..
9:29 PM
Sunday, August 22, 2004
22082004
trying hard not to think so much..
but things all jus keep appearing in my mind tt i jus cant put it off..
maybe its too real to be true..
i jus cun let it off..
argh..
-screams-
woke up damn early today cos i had a slpless nite anyhows..
but had been shivering the whole day since i got up..
and im like wearing 4 layers already..
falling sick soon maybe..
im so tired:/
dunno wads wrong with me..
i jus keep running to the toilet..
argh..
so not into any mood..
feel like going jogging ltr..
shall see mans..
i wanna go to the beach..
wo xiang qu chui chui hai feng..
ba wo de fan nao dou chui zhou..
ke shi..
mei you ren yan pei wo qu:/
sigh..
:(
3:49 PM
Saturday, August 21, 2004
21082004
im drained.
tired.
duwanna think of anything.
depressed.
i hate myself for thinking too much.
so ridiculed.
sucks:(
.distorted.shattered.
4:38 PM
Friday, August 20, 2004
20082004
im a happie lil girl:)
so drained..
lessons were so boring..
was dozing off for so many lessons..
and im so gonna die for this term's ppr..
im jus a lazy girl:/
my arm still hurts from that crash during pe mans..
sigh..
ouch..
actuallie wanted to book a court and play with alicia badminton today..
but my mum doesn't allow it today and besides alicia has meeting..
but i waited for her and went back with her..
i so gonna promise tt we'll have our badminton one day..
wahaha..
toms have meeting..
at 10!!
i wan my sleep..
10:15 PM
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
17082004
deeply infatuated..
but
im insignificant.
hadn't come online for a few days cos my dad say we should save electricity.
alamak lars..
2 days..and i have been craving for it..
cant stand it so here im to blog!
wee~*
am still super in love with tt bunny!
(hints* to everyone)
haha
yeap.
got back chem today.
and i din fail..
wahaha..
thought i would cos i din study for it..
was slpling when i open my book..
haha
my mum's high mans..
cheering for sg badminton now..
haha..
and amath..
mrs yeo said many failed..so there's gonna be a re-test at the last day of this term or something..pengs..
hope tt i can go marshmellow and chupa chups hunting tonite..
im so addicted to eating them..
wahaha.
12:38 AM
Saturday, August 14, 2004
14082004
i love bunnies.
i really do..
wahaha..
where's my chupa chups..
oh..here..
crapping..
sorry..
im bored..
hahaha:)
9:38 AM
Friday, August 13, 2004
13082004
had xubie today.
was nice.
and our performance seemed in prompt to.
but hope we manage to make them laugh?
like pampers for sale?anyone?
huh..
haha
food was pretty nice.
i like the fried wanton,popiah!!
i like rabbits too now!!
god its so cute!
haha..
lala
10:48 PM
12082004
im jus insignificant..
alicia and lulu went to find some stuff yesterday..
and guess wad they came across?
lil bunnies!!
outside our school at arnd carpark 26 here..
there's this pet shop..
so cute!!
i want mans:)
wahaha..
in the com lab now..
suppose to do english review..
but im jus bored..
so im slacking here..
and its so hot down here!
the aircon's not working!
-yawns-
haad a wierd dream last night..
wierd..
but i like it:) whaha
wo jing tian xing qing hai bu cuo!
cheers:)
1:00 PM
Thursday, August 12, 2004
12082004
on my way home..
saw this couple..
the girl was holding a bouquet of sunflower, a bouquet of chupa chups!!
so sweet!
aww..
hahah
yeap..
am so sleepy after the heritage trail.
but toms got amath.
shall mug!
9:19 PM
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
11082004
i want something sweet.
some marshmallow.
or chupa chups!
wahaha..
im trying..
trying very hard..
8:01 PM
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
10082004
went back to school to do the xu bie things.
and attend chem lesson also.
we're not productive at all.
feel tt we could get much more things done.
was pissed with some stuff.
but..
tried my best to hide it and forget about it.
so we din finish much..
and im really tired.
people are telling me tt i look older than my age..
or should i say mature?
but no wad..
im always young at heart..
but not this time.
not at this moment:/
i feel so insignificant.
i feel so redundant.
so extra that..
nevermind.
i dun wanna think of anything anymore.
im stress.
im exhausted.
i dun feel like putting up tt smile anymore:/
i wanna give up.
-sigh-
toms is not gonna be a beautiful day for me.
and i dun think the future would be.
without you.
save me!
:/
2:50 AM
Monday, August 09, 2004
09082004
slept late last night so intended to slp till 1-2 plus?
but yingshi woke me up with a call..
so now i cant sleep..
im a lite sleeper..
im not ms perfect.
im not perfect.
dun expect so much from me.
i give up.
12:18 PM
Saturday, August 07, 2004
07082004
feeling wierd now.
got this feeling of being misunderstood.
wo bu xi huan bei ni leng nuo de zi ji.
im confused.
stressed.
-cries-
gimme a break.
im really tired.
i give up.
i dunwanna think of anything anymore.
i jus realised,im NOTHING!
:((
9:35 PM
Friday, August 06, 2004
06082004
today's half day.
so happy.dunhaf the last 2 periods.wahaha.
then can come home to rot! waha.
waiting to see the results.
wonder hows.
anyhows,had so many work due by today.
was rushing like mad to finish them during school today.
tired mans.
but at least now we can have a short break.
till wed.
but there'll be test on wed.
chem.
sigh.
but im a happy lil girl here.
-sways here and there-
-wee-
haha
i wan chupa chups!!
haha
am gonna watch this korean movie called into e mirror.
ghost story.
so cool.
wahaha.
shall go watch now and stop all my crap.
-smiles-
4:48 PM
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
04082004
rotting in front of the com nows..my mum actually forgotten to get lunch for me..
anyhows,am online..found out something..
i feel tt ive been used or wad..
backstabb maybe?
i dunlike the feeling..
seemed like a total fool..
i really have no comments mans..
feel like digging a hole..
shit!
chinese test today is okey..
a 1 hr paper and i took about 20 mins to do..
the rest of the time? sleep..
so comfy..
everyones sleeping toos..
but still my conclusion is tt 75 chengyu is still a big headache..
so boring today's lesson..
took class photo today..
hope they pick a nicer picture..
but still,i look wierd and out of place..
everyones so pretty and sweet..
sigh.
not in a good mood..
after wad i heard..
pissed..
toms is racial harmony..
almost whole class is performing..
me too..
acting a girl tt superbly needs to mug..
i love 3pee more than anything else..
they always gimme this closed up feeling..
better than..
forget it..
jus found out tt im one of the zhuzhang for deco and cleaniness for xubie..
and the budget is so little..
wonders wad we can buy..
-played-
5:30 PM
Monday, August 02, 2004
02082004
jus came home from school not long and had my lunch..so full now..anyhows yeap..this preverted fellow keep calling and messaging me..had been for days liaos..so scary..so told my dad and ask him how cos i have phobia when i see strange calls..my dad so cute..called the person up and gave him a big lecture..at last now i have peace..cos the person was even calling me during lesson and my whole table keep vibrating..damn irritating i tell you..ha..serve him right..and my dad was telling me to keep watch if anyone was to tail me home..so funny..i was thinking,maybe my shadow lars..haha..yeap..ha..
im so gonna die for history test i tell you also..i wrote so short per question..was sleeping the lesson before the test and my mind was empty..cant pour anything out of my mind other than my running nose..hmm..universe had this mini moodcake festival today..so super cute..4 of us gathered at a mini pink mooncake and celebrating an early mooncake festival which is like in september..haha..yapyap..universe rocks..and also..alicia and felicia..-screams- im jealous..haha..yeap..
nnp:since you say i never put a msg for you for being my dear nnp, nah..heres the msg..haha..funny girl..hah..i sign your gbk lars..haha:)
1:35 AM
Sunday, August 01, 2004
01082004
jus came home after the cat high performance at the esplanade..and jieying and i are high..muhaha..anyhows,it was pretty okey but i jus cant stand the person keep restricting us to do this and that..so irritating..yeap..was quite short but okey..hmm..if only next year qihang would be held at the esplanade then it'll be so cool!! we can make a difference..ya..im sure next yr would be a better one..so yeap yeap..i still haven study history anyhows..im so gonna die liaos..sigh..nazis..all your fault!! if there's no hitler,we wun have to study..sigh..
and im so damn pissed..some prankster keep msging me and calling me..i dun even know who the bloody hell person was..damn it..irritating bug..
no matter where we're each are,what we're each doing,when will it be,i jus wanna say my heart will always follow whereva [you] shall be.. i wanna make a difference in [your] life..
7:13 PM
